Been a year since pitch's defeat, of being a guardian of fun, of new believers, a year of still feeling...incomplete. Jack would still think of pitch, about his offer in Antarctica, about how he looking so hurt when he wasn't believed in no more, ho...
Note: listen to song up top along with the song i don't wanna die by Hollywood undead.
Previously in ch.26:
After awhile all our parents came to pick us up they weren't to happy i was grounded for a week for sneaking out of the house this late at night. And for telling them fibs, they didn't believe us when we told them what's been happening they thought we were playing a game or it was just our wild imaginations. If only they could be able to see and believe like we did only if they were able to see the sword.
All they saw outside was a messed up car possibly someone trying to break inside it with broken glass on the ground no sword in sight. After that we all had to go our separate ways we were all worried and afraid for pitch and jack we all wanted to know what exactly was going on.
(Back to story Jack's pov)
I flew far away as i could before i felt to tired, i landed somewhere cold i didn't know where I didn't pay attention to where i had the wind take me. I just needed to get away, i felt numb but not just emotionally i felt my shoulder was kind of numb i moved it around a bit but it somewhat hurt when I did was i injured? Or was it because of the amount of ice and plummeting temperature i was inflicting onto myself? I started to cry once again know what i was about to do to myself to them.
I wasn't myself at all what was wrong with me i almost killed myself and Them. I was about to place my hand over my growing baby bump but i stopped myself resting ending up hurting them again. I hoped so dearly hoped i didn't hurt them or worse killed them, i felt my heart clench in worry, in pain in fear. I pulled my hoodie up wanting to curl into myself hide away from everything and everyone.
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I layed myself down up against a telephone pole, i wanted these feelings to go away, i wanted to make myself small invisible to everyone from other spirits from the guardians especially from kozmotis. I feel so afraid, I feel so tired, I feel so numb and.....unwanted. i felt that numbing sensation on my shoulder again but it felt like it was spreading i reached over to move my hoodie out the way to figure out what was causing this feeling.
My eyes widened my shoulder it was black with grey the black part seemed to be moving, i felt my heart race my fears spike it was a fearling. Was this the reason I acting the way i did with kozmotis?! Oh god it's spreading!? Am i going to be possessed by it like kozmotis was!? Then a more sinking horrific realization came to me what will it do to my unborn babies. Before i knew it my hands moved on their own taking ahold of my staff making a sharp ice sickle and stabbing myself into my own shoulder.
There was no pain, just numbing feeling, blood, and determination to take this thing out of my own body. I pulled the ice back and tried to take it out with my hand but it seemed to move away trying to do deeper in. I need to get it out i have to my fear rising higher, my panic rising, the pain now setting in. I dug in as best i could when i finally felt it slither across my fingers i hurriedly grabbed it and pulled hard it had a death grip in me the pain was excruciating but i pushed it far behind my mind.
