Been a year since pitch's defeat, of being a guardian of fun, of new believers, a year of still feeling...incomplete. Jack would still think of pitch, about his offer in Antarctica, about how he looking so hurt when he wasn't believed in no more, ho...
My blood finally turned back to normal and the voices of the fearlings aren't as loud there nothing more then a whisper now. I'll give myself another week or so down here before i go to jack. I think by this point the only thing keeping me sane and in control right now is thinking of her.
Once i gain more strength I'll go to her, but i would need to wash all this blood off me first and get my Wild nightmares back under control. I didn't want her to fear or worry more then she already is. And i don't wish too put her in danger from the wild nightmares. I felt my eyelids grow heavy with sleep. I didn't want to sleep i needed to stay awake i don't want to go back to those nightmares.
(Back to story Jack's pov 1 month later)
It's been another month now. And i felt worse then last month and the nightmares have grown more horrible, longer and more tiring. My anger subsided a few weeks ago but i haven't gone back to the guardians i didn't want to face them. I didn't want to go off again.
My eyes grew heavy why have I been so tired? My head's been feeling dizzy to for the past week, along with me feeling hungry this isn't normal is it because i e used so much of my energy the past few months? Or is it my physical state finally catching up with my emotional one? I curled up and played down i just felt so tired i needed to sleep. I fell into a deep sleep soon after i layed down and closed my eyes.
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I was surrounded by darkness, it was cold and wet, i couldn't breath. I was under water! I struggled to get out but the plants at the bottom of here was holding me down. I looked up and i saw ice at the surface with the faint light of the moon. Was i in my pond how did i get here!? I struggled more to get to the surface i needed air! My eyes landed on my surroundings more i was horrified there were bodies down here with me!
One looked to be a little girl and she wore....no it can't be! She's wearing the same dress as my little sister, no that's can't be her i saved her back then. My body felt so heavy i couldn't move anymore i felt like i was dying all over again.
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