Chapter Thirty-Six (Edited)

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***Liam's POV***

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***Liam's POV***

When I walk out of Carly's dorm I just wanted walk back in there and kiss her like she is my life, but I don't. When I step outside it is pouring. I catch a cab and take it the whole way home. When she mentioned that Dani was my wife I couldn't get the words out that she wasn't. I called the wedding off the night I told Dani to leave. I haven't seen or talked to her ever since. When I reach my house I can't get the courage to walk through the front door. Mum and dad know I didn't come home last night. I can't tell them I was with Carly. I was so drunk last night I don't remember even calling Carly to come pick me up. I don't even know how I even walked to her dorm building. And the way I treated her today I know I broke her some more. I'm such a fucking idiot. I take a deep breath and open the door. When I walk in I am expecting mum, but Louis is leaning against the wall with a smirk on his lips. I want to punch him, but I don't have that much energy.
    "Louis what are you doing here?" I slowly walk around him going into the kitchen. I can feel him following me.
    "Your mum called me early this morning crying." Louis looks angry now.
    "What?"
    "She told me ever since you came home you've been drinking your nights away. And then she got worried when you didn't come home last night." Louis has his arms at his hips in fists. "So mate tell me what the bloody hell is going on?"
    I automatically sit in a chair and Louis comes to sit next to me. I wipe a hand over my face before I actually speak. "I thought drinking would take my pain away, but it doesn't. It actually makes me think of 'her' more." I punch the table in aggravation. "Damn it!"
    "So this is all about Carly?"
    "Yes. And I actually called her last night. I was so drunk that I couldn't get home. So I called her and she took me to her dorm. I crashed there."
    I can tell Louis is running all this through his head since he's not saying anything. I look at him and he's staring at me with a weird look. Finally he says something. "So let me get this straight. You called Carly last night drunk and she actually came and got you?"
    "Yes, but she kept mentioning Dani. I think she thought I married Dani."
    "Well did you tell her that you didn't?"
    "No. I kind of made as asshole comment before I left this morning." Right away Louis hits me over the head. "OW!"
    "You deserve that mate. Why do you keep making this worse? You know if you would have actually told her that you called of the wedding with Dani because you still love her she would have probably forgiven you for everything." Louis gives me a duh face.
    I chuckle at him before I slam my head on the table. "I'm such an idiot."
    "I'm glad you're finally realizing that." Louis smirks at me.
    I want to change the subject. I'm tired of talking about Carly. My heart is starting to hurt more and more.
    "So when are you coming back on tour with us?" Louis spoke up first.
    "I don't think I am."
    "Mate you've been gone since Carly left. It's now the end of September."
    "Yeah and the tour ends in November. You guys will do fine without me." I am about to stand, but Louis pulls my arm to make me sit back down. "Lucas proposed to Abby last week."
    "Really? Does Carly know?"
    "I know Abby tried to call her, but really Carly hasn't been answering any of our calls...except yours apparently." Louis gives me a cheesy grin.
    "What?'
    "Since you don't want to come back on tour then you need to apologize to Carly. Make her love you again."
    And just like that Louis gets up and walks out of the kitchen. When I hear the front door close I knew he was gone. Should I listen to Louis and apologize to her? What if she gave up on us? What if it's too late to fix anything? Why couldn't I tell her the truth about Dani and I? Why did I have to make her think that Dani was actually my wife? Damn it I'm such an idiot.

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