It Ain't Black And White

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"girl where you be going?" "To get my shit" "what you mean get your shit?" "Emmanuel chose his boys" palesa shook her head. "Girl you be coming to mine" "I can't be.." "yeah you are. Let's go get your shit. Girls" "we coming".
I can't believe after fucking everything he chose his damn boys. Fuck this shit. Makes me so God damn angry. "Yin where ya going?" "Ya brother just ended it, to keep his boys" to see the look on shanias face, she looked angry but not at me. "I've got to go Shania but I be seeing you at school" "ya not staying?" "Nah I can't be doing that".

Shania.

That damn boy. I be fucking kicking his ass.
Finding him and his boys, I looked at all of them. Punching Emmanuel in the face, I spoke "you no brother of mine. You be fucking dead to me ya hear me. And you lot I hope you fucking get shot. I be telling momma. Don't be coming to my house, I will stab the lot of you. Starting with you" "SHANIA" "FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING CUNT. YOU ARE NO BROTHER. MOMMA WILL HEAR ABOUT THIS. AND YOU LOT BE WARNED. I WILL FUCKING MURDER YOU" Emmanuel grabbed my shoulders but I ain't having this shit. Kneeing him in his balls he curled over "YA ALL FUCKING DEAD" "SHANIA DONT BE.." "FUCK YOU JUNIOR. FUCK THE LOT OF YA" walking away and out of the club I ran home.
"MOMMA" "Shania don't.." "THEY COME HERE, I AM SLITTING THEIR FUCKING THROATS. ALL OF THEM" "calm down" "I WONT BE CALMING DOWN, I BE GETTING MANDLA TO SORT THOSE BOYS OUT. MY GIRL DONT DESERVE THAT SHIT. I HATE HIM AND ALL OF THEM" "go calm down" "I am calm but if I see them here they be dead" walking to my room, I slammed the door.

Emmanuel.

"Don't be worrying about her" "THATS MY FUCKING SISTER. SHE BE OUT FOR ALL OF YOUR FUCKING BLOOD AND MINE. YA FUCKING HAPPY NOW" walking out of the club, I strolled home. This be enough, I can't be doing this shit. "Emmanuel. We be your boys" "don't be coming to mine. Shania will kill you" "no she won't" oh shes fucking livid, she will. Walking home. Junior came with. He be warned. Entering the house momma spoke "YOU LEAVE MY HOUSE BOY. RIGHT FUCKING NOW" "momma g.." "GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE. MY DAUGHTER BE FUCKING FIRING TOO" "DAMN RIGHT I AM" shit. seeing shania come over, the last thing I expected was her to hit him with a damn bat "SHANIA" "FUCK THAT BLACK CUNT AND YOU TOO" "Shania go back to your room. That boy be leaving my damn house" "I be seeing all of them at school" "Shania" "fuck off cunt" shit my sister is fucking livid.
When junior looked at me he put his head down "maybe I fucked up" "MAYBE?. BOY YOU BE CLEANING UP YA FUCKING SHIT AND GETTING OUT OF MY DAMN HOUSE" junior walked out and momma looked at me. "This be enough. This fucking boy shit ya got going on. Be choosing those boys and making that girl leave. They don't be stepping one foot on my property. I am done" "momma.." "don't fucking momma me boy. You had a damn good girl and you threw it for them. Those fucking boys. Get out of my damn sight and stay away from Shania" "she be my sister" "cora saved your fucking sister. What did they do huh? Fucking nothing. Get out of my sight". Shaking my head, I walked towards my room.

Shania.

Damn fucking boys and their fucking shit.
"Shania you tell me what's going on" "that fucking boy chose his boys. Shit started in the club. Tafari grabbed me and cora took my place. He put a damn knife to her throat momma. She saved me. Those boys be dead when I see them" "Emmanuel broke it off with cora after she saved you?" "Yes. That be my home girl. She risked her damn life to save me momma. Mandla and his boys saved her but she was shaking. I hate him momma all of them" "he be your brother" "yeah but he be fucked In the head. Damn boys and their shit. Cora saved juniors ass twice, they don't be respecting her. He don't be respecting her or deserve her" momma nodded "I be sorting it. Try be calm".
Calm? Oh no I'm fucking livid. That be my home girl. She be risking her life to save mine and my brother throws her away like trash. Fuck that home boy.

Hearing momma yelling I also heard juniors voice. Fuck that boy I warned him.
"GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE. MY DAUGHTER BE FUCKING FIRING TOO" "DAMN RIGHT I AM" when junior and Emmanuel looked at me, I didn't give two fucks. Grabbing the bat from the door, I slammed it to his side "SHANIA" "FUCK THAT BLACK CUNT AND YOU TOO" "Shania go back to your room. That boy be leaving my damn house" "I be seeing all of them at school" "Shania" "fuck off cunt". Argh damn boy I be fucking getting myself some shit and knocking him the fuck out.

"Shania you do.." "FUCK OFF EMMANUEL YOU BE NO BROTHER" "god damn it fucking.." "FUCK OFF YOU BLACK CUNT. I WANT NOTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH YOU. GO BE WITH YA FUCKING PRECIOUS BOYS. I BE KILLING THEM TOO" slamming the door in his face, I locked it and blasted some music. My girl has some damn good taste. Laying down on my bed, I messaged cora.

- girl you be safe and good?
Olive - I be going back out clubbing with palesa and angel. How are you feeling about earlier. I hope my fav homegirl be good
- you be safe out there. I know those girls have your back just like I. We be loving our yin/cappuccino. I'm fucking ropeable but feeling good from earlier. Damn boys ruined my plans of getting some man
Olive - hahaha girl you be getting some soon I'm sure. Can't be resisting that ass.
Be loving your ass too. Be seeing ya at school.
- yeah ya will x

Cora.

"You sure it's good?" "Girl my momma don't be caring, come on get comfy and change those damn clothes" I chuckled "hell yeah" "ya looking hot as fuck but girl you be getting up and moving. That boy better be sorting his damn shit out".
Getting changed into some trackies and a hoodie, I threw my hair up into a high bun then left with palesa. "Thanks for letting me stay girl, I owe ya" "nah ya don't be. We be home girls, this is what we do. We look out for each other" I grinned "we be getting some damn drinks in there" palesa and angel laughed "the other girls be waiting for us" "sweet".
Getting into the club, we all headed up to the bar. "Girl what you be drinking?" "Scotch" "ay slick we be needing ten scotches" "damn girl you be covering up that fine body" "more comfortable in this" "yeah she be" I grinned "cappuccino" "ay zari and rhianna" "girl you be looking better in those" "more comfy" "don't be telling her that" I chuckled. Getting our drinks and the boys drinks, we headed up to where they were. "here boys" "ay she back" "yeah she be staying at my joint" handing a drink to mandla he grinned "only the best I hope" "vodka for you" "this girl and her shit".
Drinking our drinks, I checked out the club. Argh those damn boys be still here. "Don't be thinking of going down there girl" "I ain't. they can shove it up their damn asses" "good lets be moving" I nodded. Sculling my drink I put it down. "Ay check em out" "they be good" "yeah they be" watching what the guys were putting down, I waited til an opening. sliding in, I did my thing on the floor until mandla challenged me "boy ya be getting in my face" he laughed "let's go" moving on the floor with mandla he was good, really good. There ain't no way I am beating him when he's putting that shit down. "Fuck mandla" he laughed "come on" "I ain't got shit" "don't be giving in girl. Take him" I'm going to be needing to pull some shit out. Moving on the floor, doing a few basic moves, I lifted myself up doing a one handed air flare "fuck girl" to a jackhammer before slipping into an elbow spin. "damn" finishing it off, I flipped down, landing on my ass with my legs crossed and my hands in a praying position "I'm out" "damn girl that was fucking steaming" "damn it cappuccino, I thought I had you" "you and me both" "This girl be pulling shit from nowhere" "not nowhere just never landed it".