It Ain't Black And White

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Shania.

"Momma I be heading to school" "you be waiting for Emmanuel" "I ain't be near that boy" "Shania ya can't.." "I am and he can stay the hell away from me. Damn black boy and his shit" walking out of the house to school, as soon as I arrived I seen my home girls near the lockers. "ay girls" "heres my delicious caramel" "damn we all be drinks around here" "delicious drinks. Girl you be good?" "Always don't be worrying about.." "Shania" "oh you be getting out of my fucking face. The bat will be nothing" grabbing yins arm, we entered the class. "Girl what ya talking about?" "Hit him with a damn bat. That boy not be stepping one foot into my house" "thats Emmanuels boy" "I dont be giving a shit. Wait til I see hakim" "Shania" "fuck off black cunt" "Shania.." "nah fuck those boys and their shit. Momma be ropeable too. We be sticking together" cora shook her head but had a small grin on her face "this be making for interesting tea" "girl we not be letting these boys get away with this shit. Ya been staying with palesa?" "Yeah she got my back. Thinking I be heading back to the other end" "nah ya ain't. I be marrying your sexy ass" "girl ya better be moving over" I laughed as ada sat on her lap. These girls will be having her back. Getting our work done, as soon as we were finished, we all packed our shit. "You three always be finishing early" "yeah our girl helped us out like others around this place but they don't be fucking caring" "Shania this isn't like you" "there gonna be four dead by the end of the day" "Shania ya can't.." "girl let's get out of here. Fuck those black pricks" "oi wait up" seeing Keisha, I was surprised "more the merrier let's go".

Cora.

Entering the cafeteria. We all sat down. The table be crowded. Ada, amara, Shania, palesa, angel, sade, zari, rhianna, Keisha and chimanamada. Seeing Emmanuel, junior, hakim, Femi and denzel walk in, I could tell Shania was ready to kill. "Girl just be leaving it" "fuck those black hoes and their shit". Seeing hakim walk our way, I knew this wouldnt be good but I ain't helping his ass. "Shan.." "FUCK OFF YA BLACK CUNT" watching her jump the table Hakim went to grab her arms. Seeing her grab something from her pocket my eyes went wide "Shania.." "FUCK YOU" "HAKIM" "I FUCKING WARNED YOU" "we be family Shania" "YA FUCKING NOTHING TO ME, THE LOT OF YA" grabbing Shania I took the knife from her hand. "Girl just leave it" "that boy got what he fucking deserved" "ENOUGH OF THIS" "TAKE HIM. GET HIM OUT OF MY DAMN SIGHT. LUCKY IT HASN'T COME TO YOU LOT YET" pulling her back, I looked at her "hey girl it's fine. Don't worry about it. I was fucking stupid" "he's stupid they all are" Shania wrapped her arms around me "let's get you somewhere huh" Looking at Emmanuel, he had tears in his eyes. "just stick with ya damn home boys" "olive I.." "save it" keeping Shania close, she spoke "I HATE THEM. I HATE ALL OF THEM" "I'm gathering that. Come on. Come with me" "where are we going?" "The gym" "momma going to have my ass" "you need to get some steam off your shoulders" "those boys all be dying".
"I'm taking this girl to let off some steam. We will catch Yas later" "keep her safe" "I will". Grabbing our bags, I walked her out of the school and to the gym.
"Damn another girl" "bran come on she be needing to let off some steam" "Jeremiah is in there" "thanks".

"Put these on" "I can't be.." "stubborn put em on. Jessica will have ya ass if you don't" "you bet your ass I will" Shania let a small laugh slip "okay".
"Now you wanna be putting your all into that bag. Keep ya damn thumb on the side" watching her hit the bag. She wasn't doing too bad "more anger Shania" "damn yin" "picture it as those boys" seeing her go hard, I grinned "she be good or what?" "No. She stabbed one of Emmanuels boys today" "Shania?" "Yep. Emmanuel dropped me for his boys after I saved her from tafari at the club. She be fucking ropeable" "shit. You good?" "Pfft no but it's her I'm worried about. I will let mine out when it's necessary".
Hearing my phone ring, I looked at the number. "Shit".
"Anele" "girl you be telling me what's going on and where Shania is" "she has lost her shit anele.." "oh I know. She hit junior with a bat and now she stabbed hakim" "she's out for blood anele. I'm trying to calm her. She's at the gym with Jeremiah and I, hitting the bag" "you be keeping her away from those boys, when she loses it. She don't stop" "any idea how to calm her?" "She be my daughter there is no way" I chuckled "sorry I couldnt help it. I be trying anele" "thanks talk soon".

Emmanuel.

"Don't be going there hakim" "nah fuck this shit" watching hakim approach Shania, I could see the worried look in Cora's eyes as Shania showed nothing but anger. There be no stopping her. She will kill.
"FUCK OFF YA BLACK CUNT" "shit" Shania jumped the table. getting up from the table, I ran "Shania.." "FUCK YOU" watching my own sister stab hakim, it killed me. "HAKIM" "I FUCKING WARNED YOU" "we be family Shania" "YA FUCKING NOTHING TO ME THE LOT OF YA" trying to help hakim, I listened to Shania and cora. "Girl just leave it" "that boy got what he fucking deserved" "ENOUGH OF THIS" Shania instantly looked at me with hatred "TAKE HIM. GET HIM OUT OF MY DAMN SIGHT. LUCKY IT HASN'T COME TO YOU LOT YET" picking him up, putting my arm under his shoulders cora grabbed Shania "hey girl it's fine. Don't worry about it. I was fucking stupid" "he's stupid they all are" Shania wrapped her arms around cora "let's get you somewhere huh" looking at cora tears pooled my eyes "just stick with ya damn home boys" "olive I.." "save it". My sister fucking hates me and all of the guys. I dropped a good chick and here she is standing, to look after my sister.
Getting hakim to the hospital, they took him to theatre.
"I ain't doing this shit. You be telling me she be causing the shit. I have lost my damn sister and my girl for fucking what huh?. My sister be out for fucking blood. You thought it would be a damn joke. Yas happy now?" "Emmanuel you be our boy we have ya back" "fuck this, even my momma been at me. So what I lose my damn family and my girl so we can be tight? I can't be fucking doing this" "Shania will come around" "no she won't" "damn right she fucking won't. she going to be trying to get the lot of ya. She won't even let me near her. That's my fucking sister".

"Momma Shania has lost her shit. She be with cora" "I warned you boy. You don't be listening to your momma. You tell me right now" "Shania stabbed hakim" "that boy got what he deserved" "MOMMA" "don't you momma me boy. I be calling cora to find out if she has calmed Shania which I doubt. That girl is out for blood. Those boys ain't welcome In my house" momma hung up the phone. "shit" "momma annoyed at Shania?" "Pfft not even close, she be saying hakim deserved it. That boy be causing trouble. You ain't even allowed at my house" Denzel, Femi and junior all put their heads down "she aint be calming?" "No she won't. I don't know how I be fixing this" "ya go to them" "ya don't get it. I can't get anywhere near Shania.." "cora be stopping her" "cora ain't stopping her. Cora is trying to fucking calm her. Shania won't come near me, all she be calling me is a black cunt. My sister and I were tight" shaking my head, junior put his hand on my shoulder "ya need to be speaking with cora" "so what Yas blame her for more shit".

Standing against the wall, I waited to hear some news on hakim.
"You boys here for hakim?" "Yes" "he's stable, he will be moved to a room shortly" I ain't saying shit. I'm losing fucking everything. "Thanks" "yeah thanks he be our boy" "can you lot contact his parents" "yeah we will". Seeing them wheel him out, the Stab wound was covered in a bandage. I need to be sorting my shit out. I love cora, I wouldn't have waited for her, if I didn't. I also love my sister and momma, I can't be losing them.