TW//CW - Suicide, Lyrics
(This is Streamer-Dsmp!Tommy Idk)
[Published: October 29th, 2021]
[Not edited since published]
(Tommy angst)
(Song: Art Is Dead - Bo Burnham)
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Entertainers like to seem complicated, but they're not complicated.
I can explain it pretty easily;
Tommy was at his friend's birthday party, the children were running around, chasing each other while laughing. One of the children, Tommy, fell while running and started to scream and cry loudly. Several people came over to him to see if he was okay, he was for the most part. He attracted their attention, getting exactly what he wanted.
When he grew up, he's awarded for never maturing, for never understanding or learning that every day can't be about him.
"You're not the only one with lots of trauma! There's other people, you selfish asshole!" Tubbo cried, leaving the room.
"... I must be psychotic," Tommy started whispering under his breath as he watched the last person still in his life leave. "I must be demented... to think that I'm worthy of all this attention. What good have I done? I've started wars over discs, people lost cannon live because of me."
People give him money and gifts out of pity, not because he did something good.
He would be sleeping while people were working their asses off. Getting attention was like a drug for Tommy, he was like an addict for it, but people pay him to indulge in that habit.
It's all an illusion;
That he's fine, that he's okay.
"I'm wearing make-up, I'm wearing make-up, make-up, make-up, make-up, make..." He trailed off. His smile's fake, his personality's fake; he is fake, pretending to be alright.
People think he's funny, that's how he gets those people's money. He's got a budget though and all the poor people who're way more deserving of the money won't budge it.
"Please, gods, forgive me, please don't revere me, please don't respect me, you're free to correct me,"
Self-centered and self-obsessed, that's what people probably described him as, but he's just a kid. Kids make mistakes and learn what's wrong and right, they grow from their mistakes.
"Maybe I'll grow out of it," He mutters as he jumps off the ledge he was standing on, falling to his death.
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ONESHOTS // MCYT / DSMP
FanfictionThese are not continuous, so you can skip around if you want(unless it says its a continuation)! There will prob be angst and fluff, but I won't write anything like smut. You can put requests on any chapter! TW/CW for probably every chapter: Swearing
