Dear Diary,
I saw him today after 10 years. I felt happy, sad, hurt and don't know what not.... I will not lie to you ..... for a moment, really wanted to run into his arms and never let him go.
But I ignored it, I forced myself to be calm. It's long 10 years .. everything changed. Everyone changed.
I acted very bold and I hope composed too. I had to ..... as I was afraid, I will break down.
I was in too much hurry to get out of the room. I hope I didn't make a fool of myself.
You know, Earth, Film and Gigie is also working in the same hospital. I never imagined them all to be working there as Bright's family own, there own hospital chain.
Earth, Film and bright are still Friends with only one change, they replaced me with Gigie.
Good for them.
I guess Bright and Gigie are together. I felt so.
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Why am I still in pain after all these years? It's very clear that Bright don't give a damn. Why can't I??????
WHY! WHY!!! WHY!!!!!!!!
Did I do a mistake by coming back?
Mother, please help me.
Win.
Dear Diary,
Yuuuuuup, Bright and Gigie are together. They are getting married soon. They came to invite me today. I don't know what I felt, what I should feel ....
Is it OK to feel angry??
Is it OK to feel jealous??
I can see that Gigie has changed for good. Ha ha ha I can't even hate her now.
I AM MAD AT BRIGHT.
WHAT DID I EXPECT?? DID I REALLY EXPECT BRIGHT TO BE HEART BROKEN AND STILL WAITING FOR ME?????
NOOOOO .......
WHO AM I KIDDING???????
STUPID STUPID WIN, WHEN WILL YOU LEARN.
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I hope they are happy.
Should I go for the marriage?
I should, I guessssssss.
May be if I see it with my own eyes, I will finally be able to move on.
Ohh God, I really NEED to move on.
Earn is right, I need to try... I need to take a step forward. I need to atleast TRY.
Help me! Please.
Someone, please help me.
Win.
Dear Diary,
Today I heard that Bright's marriage is called off. I don't know what happened.
Hope everything is fine.
I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
I am SCARED.
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WALLFLOWER
RomanceI was shy, lonely, awkward, and unpopular ... a wallflower as they call me .... until I met him. I was searching for a home .... until I met him. I was craving for a family ..... until I met him. I was yearning for my safe haven... until I met him. ...
