Her name is Serenity, and I've know her for years, we have been dating for three of them, she has kept me sane throughout the he'll im going through, but she left me last night because I woke her up when she was asleep yelling and crying in my sleep, I had nothing before I met her, and had everything when I had her, I love her, but Im scared to ask her to marry me, i dont wanna end up like my dad. He was a horrible man. I thank God no one will have to go through that from him again. He died a month ago, but he haunts my dreams, and I don't know why, I guess he must be trying to tell me something. Probably how much he hated me. I did everything I could to earn his love, to make him proud, I started playing football to make him proud, but it didn't. I was the best player the school had ever had, but it still wasn't enough for him. I wonder why he was like that.
