Unexpected Love.

Chapter 2

All the way to the library I was nervous. Clyde could corner me somewhere and really hurt me. It wouldn't be like it would be the first time he had done it, but it would be the first time by himself and not with his friends. It just felt weird that he was acting like he was. I have always done everything I could to stay out of his and his friends way, but now here I was trying to get him to come to me. My legs were shaking as I sat down in the back of the library, where no one would be able to see me unless they were looking for me. I pulled out my books and decided to start reading, maybe I would get lucky and he wasn't really following me here.

Luck was really not on my side as I saw a shadow come over my table and stay there. I slowly put my book down and lifted my head to meet Clyde's eyes. He tilted his head as he looked at me and went to sit down but I raised my hand to stop him. He held onto the back of the chair as he stared at me and I got up and walked away. I knew this spot was secluded but if his friends came in they could still easily find us. I moved away from the table and up the stairs in the back and up to the history section. It was the most secluded place here and no one came here unless they had reports due.

I skimmed the books as if I was looking for something when I felt someone come stand right behind me. I felt his back against mine and my breathing stopped. What was he going to do? Was he going to hurt me like so many other times? Maybe I shouldn't have come up here where no one could see. My heart started to beat frantically in my chest just as I felt a hand go on my side, moving to my stomach and turning me around. I kept my head down, I didn't want to give him easy access to hit me. The hand on my hip moved up to my face and gently cupped my cheek. I snapped my head up to look at him as my eyes scrunched in confusion.

"I am so sorry Lyndon, I really am." he said softly while looking at me. I felt rage boil within me and I shoved him away from me.

"Why are you suddenly sorry now? Why do you keep touching me as if I gave you permission to do so?" I spat at him, moving away from the book shelf that was behind me.

"I'm sorry for touching you. I just didn't want you to run away from me. You keep doing that and I know why. I haven't been the best person to you these last couple years but you have to understand." I raised my hand up to him making him stop talking.

"I don't have to understand anything other than you have been a giant jackass to me since I got here. You didn't even know me the first time we met and you had to go and be an asshole with your friends. You haven't stopped since that day. You have hurt me and my friend both physically and emotionally and you what? Want me to forgive you for no reason other than you are sorry?" I spat out at him and he moved away from me. I couldn't do this, I couldn't stand here and look at the guy that made my high school career a living hell.

I left him standing there in the history section as I quickly walked away and down to where my books were. I gathered my things and left the library. I couldn't believe he wanted me to forgive him after everything just because he said sorry a couple times while touching me. I knew he had to be playing with me and my feelings. I have tried to keep how I felt for him inside for so long. I knew liking him would never amount to anything but when his hands were on me I felt my heart frantically beating in my chest as my brain wanted to think it was all real.

I shook my head as I left the school that afternoon and quickly made it to my house. Jaden was waiting for me outside when I got there and smiled at me. I shook my head as we went in and up to my room. I told him everything and he just sat there with his mouth hanging open like I was an alien.

"Who does he think he is. Wow. I am so sorry Lyndon. I heard some of the guys talking in the hall and stopped to spy on them. Don't fall for Clyde's bullshit, He is just playing you. They all made a bet that Clyde couldn't get you to fall for him. They know how you look at him and think that Clyde can make a fool out of you in front of the whole school." my heart shattered at that moment. I knew what ever he was doing was going to hurt but to hear that, it hurt more than I thought it would.

"I told him off so maybe he will leave me alone." I said as I sat on my bed playing with my finger's. I felt Jaden sit next to me and wrap an arm around my shoulder.

"I know you like him and deep down you were hoping he finally felt the same Lyn. But please don't let this guy play with your heart alright. I will have to kill him if he hurts you like that." He pulled me closer and I tried not to be upset but this was all just pissing me off. I pulled out of his arm and stood up, balling my hands into fists.

"Who the hell does he think he is to think he can play me like that. I'm going to fuck with him. I know he isn't gay and never would be, and would never feel this way about me. I think we play with him. Make him think I fell for him, make him do things he never thought he would. I'll take pictures and in the end I will humiliate him. I can't let them do this to people. He's going to regret trying to fuck with me." I smiled. But deep down I just hoped that I didn't fall even more and hurt my self in the end. 

"Just tell me what you need me to do and I will be there for you. Let me know everything that is going on and I will be there to make sure you don't fall in the process. I really don't want you to get hurt Lyn."  He looked at me as he sat on my bed and I just smiled at him. 

"We start tomorrow. He wants to keep coming after me like this I will play along. See what he has planned and see what I can get him to do."  We sat there the rest of the night talking about ideas and ways I could get him to do things. Also how to  figure out when they planned on my humiliation so I can beat them to the punch. Hopefully this was going to work and not blow up in our faces.