I followed closely behind Gabriel as he showed me down the hall. The scent of werewolves filled the air of the mansion. My nose stung as i gently let myself get use to it. All the while trying to fight off the nausea that welled within my stomach. What was this feeling? I hardly ever got sick other than a few headaches that stemed from my act with Eric. I heard the door whine in protest as Gabriel opened it. The door was painted a darker wood color. The designs on the door held the werewolf emblem embeded with the crest of my family in the middle. Gabriel studied my face as i stared at the door.
"He helped you because it was his duty, not trying to seed information from you" "I am well aware now. It seems trust does not follow easily with me. I do apologize for-" "Stop talking like that" He groaned. "It makes my head hurt" I narrowed my eyes at the man before me."My speech displeases you?" "Its so..." Kyo walked through the door playing with his hair. I noticed he dyed it red since the last time i had seen him.I stared at him strangely "Disturbingly polite" He finished staring at kyo who seemed to ignore our presence as he rumbled through the large desk in the room."Pardon me for not knowing how to speak with a commoner"
"If you don't want to be caught so easily at least try to blend in with the people here. You have the perfect advantage your surrounded by wolves." He was right with the werewolf scent on me i could move around freely.I should take advantage in learning a new culture. If Eric had his leads right my brother was here in this country somewhere and i just had to find him. I had to convince him to ascend to the throne. Then what would become of my mate. That was the part of the plan that saddened me the most. I would gain and lose something. That something would be the love of my mate, which i sabotaged myself. I didn't want him to love me. We should have never loved each other in the first place.
Fate was cruel and unfair. My revenge had to be done, and Elizabeth would pay some way or the other. "Get out" I whispered. I could feel my eyes glazing over as i was overcome with grief. "Please get out" I said louder this time startling Kyo. Gabriel moved away glancing at Kyo. My body shivered uncontrolablly as my emotions grew intense. "GO!" I screamed shoving him through the door. Kyo followed holding his hands up i could see a papers in the inside of his jacket. I heard a loud groan as Gabriel shook his head as he was sprawled out on the hall floor. I shut the door locking it. It was a disgrace for anyone to see a pureblood cry, even if they were not a vampire. My body shuddered as tears streamed down my face. It felt as if part of me were dying with the need to see Lance.
I could only be away from him for so long before the bond started to kick in. Why did it have to be this way? why did he have to be her son? why did i have to hurt him so? I laid down on the floor letting my pain encircle me. I wanted these feelings to go away, i didn't need them with my revenge they would only slow me down. "Lance" I whispered. I could feel his anguish through the bond as he though of me. His concious slipped close to mind caressing the outer layer of the bond. He wanted to talk to me. I closed my eyes letting my sobs come through. No. i whispered in my head. I could feel him whimper as he slid passed me once more. I bit my lip, my desire to talk to him out weighing everything. I let him in as i closed my eyes.
I could see him standing in the darkness of our shared bond. He was an absolute reck i could see his dishelved hair and muggled clothing. I ran to him without a second though throwing myself in his arms. I cried into his shirt as his arms encircled me. His head sank to my neck as he held me tightly. "You are terrible" He whispered. "Why are you doing this?" I ignore his question clutching his shirt tighter. I just wanted to feel his arms around my body. I wanted to feel closer to him. "If you were having an affair, you would not be hugging me right now. Eric would never betray me. What is going on Harmony?" he whispered. His breath tickled my ear.
"He would betray you. Men are simple when tempted" I made myself say. He looked up at me pain filling his expression. "Even you will turn a blind eye when it comes to lust. How else would we have gotten this far" I pushed him away turning away so i would not see him. "Harmony, please don't do this. Do not make me angry. I do not want to be hurt any more than i am" "Do not look for me" I whispered knowing he could hear. "What?" "No more threats. No more dream visits. You are only making yourself look desperate and a king should not do that" My voice cracked at the last part. "Harmony you will not stop me from looking for you"
"Why not I cheated on you! with your friend! I am a slut the most horrible person for you. Why will you not just sever this bond with me." I walked further away in the bond trying to distance myself so he would not see my tears that seemed to leak like a faucet. My shoulders shook. "Because even if you were to cheat on me. I will still get angry. I will still kill them. Even through it all... my heart belongs to you. This feeling is almost unbareable being away from you. Even if you don't love me" His arms encircled my waist shooting my body with electricity. He laid his head on my hair. "I will always love you even if you play with wolves"
I tried to remove his grip from me failing the attempt. I panicked as his arms tightened around me. I tried to fade from the bond to come back to physical form only something kept me there. Alarmed i started to thrash about in his arms. "What are you doing?" "I love the new hair cut, Harmony" What was he doing? I felt his lips touch my neck "Your body it smells dogs? are you with them now?" His voice was hard. "Earlier when you let your mind slip I saw wolves surrounding you. Do you know that it drove me crazy. I apologize in advance about your dresser in our room." "Lance let me go!" I screamed. "Shhhh let me enjoy this" He dropped to his knees taking me with him. He turned so that i could see his face. It was darkened and more aged since the last time i had seen him on the plane. His midnight eyes were dim as he gazed at me.
His smooth skin still looked the same though his expression was like that of a mask. My eyes took in the curve of his nose and full red lips. His hair was in waves hanging to his chin in a small onyx sea."I will find you, Angel" His hand caressed my cheek. I supressed a groan as i stared up at him, my eyes watering. "I will bring you back to me kicking and screaming, i promise after the storm it will be better." He wipped the falling tears from my eyes. I stared in shock as i stared at him. He was crying. His tears tugged at my heart. I was hurting us both. I had to severe the bond even if he wouldn't. He lowered his head touching his for head to mine. "I love you" he whispered. His form shattered into a million pieces, his touch disappatted under my touch. I screamed in agony. Why? Why should I not give up now?
The grainy ceiling stared back at me as the haziness of my vision disapeared. I felt to comfortable to be lying on the floor. I looked down to find myself sitting in the huge arm chair in Erics office. How did i ever get here? I stood hearing the click of my shoes against the floor. I went forward to the dark desk infront of me with the chair slightly pulled out. I looked at the papers scattered about the desk as if someone had be ravaging through it. Mail was on the desk the mansion's adress on it. Alarmed i ran through the papers trying to find anything else. At the bottom of the stack was a yellow sticky note sprawled in my hand writing. BE CAREFUL OF OUR LITTLE TALKS ANGEL. I WILL SEE YOU SOON. My mind wrapped around what just happened. He'd distracted me to the point of taking control of my body while I was absorbed in the conversation.
He was on his way here and he would destroy everything that i had come for. I let a hiss escape my throat. That son of a bitch. I grabbed books off of Erics desk that were labeled the royal family. quickly i thumbed through the papers of his dresser drawer. Finding the files that had my brothers name on it. I opened it only to find one sheet of paper. It was his personal profile naming only the state he was in. I sat back despair taking over me once again. Why would he bring me this far to only be knocked backward. No he wouldn't i thought back to earlier at the papers Kyo had in his jacket. What the hell did he come for? I wasted no time getting to my feet. I had know idea how long it would take for Lance to get here. My time was cut short and i needed all the information i could get and fast.
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