We're about two hours inside the vehicle, I honestly can't take it anymore. I don't know if it's because I have no idea where I'm on my way and why we're going to meet this destination, or because my ass is already aching from sitting for so long. I spent these two hours listening to music and avoiding talking, and not that I'm the excluded person who avoids the family, but it seems like a while ago, but
specifically since the beginning of my dreams I lost all my strength, I didn't have the will or the courage to doing nothing, even eating, I just turned it off, I could only stay locked in my room without doing or thinking about anything, and even though I was always surrounded by the joy of my family, the feeling of loneliness and the feeling of depression overwhelmed me completely. I don't know if this has to do with dreams or the woman in them, but I know they are not normal everyday dreams. And with my head exploding with theories about our destination and the reason for this surprise and unexplained trip I fall asleep. Wake up!! Wake up!! - I hear Amy say as I wake up slowly coming back to consciousness, she starts shaking me by the arms, already making me angry. One of the things I hate most in life is being woken up and especially if it's rude.
I'm awake Amy!!! - I answer the girl making her release my arms and support her hands on her waist, she was on her knees in the car seat
-so get up, we have to go, I'm going to have my first plane trip- she says excitedly making me eyebrows together in doubt for the girl's last line "my first plane trip", and only when I hear the trunk noise being open making me out of my thoughts i realize we are in an airport. I quickly take off my seat belt and then get out of the car and go to meet my mother
- What are we doing here? - I ask the oldest
-I see it won't be a surprise - she replies looking at me, but soon after all of us, since the younger ones had already got out of the car and were with a great look of doubt stamped on their faces.
- it's not just a trip, it's a new beginning - she continues, leaving us even more confused and she seems to realize then continues - we're moving, we're moving to New York - she ended up leaving me completely without reaction, unlike mine brothers who were super excited by the news that we were finally going to live in a big city and even more so when the city is "The city that never sleeps" and the city where the Avengers live. I think I spent about 10 minutes trying to figure out why the change was going on, and I got so lost in my thoughts that it just came out of it with Nicky nudging me and muttering "Is everything okay??".
- Yes, I was just thinking - I say turning my head slightly to face the same, but soon after turning to the brunette in front of me - why change? We are fine in Westview, right? - I ask trying to get an answer that makes sense
-for a fresh start dear, and no, we weren't well in Westview, my love, how do you say you were fine if you were depressed- she replies, and as true as it is, I can see a hint of uncertainty and I may be being paranoid, but I feel like she's not telling me something, but I decided not to argue about it, I just agree and help her pick up her bags and make her way to the entrance of the establishment.
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The Lost Girl ( inglish version )
Tienerfictie"When these dreams started, the feeling of emptiness, loneliness and depression came with it" "I'm in a white room, with no furniture, pictures, nothing and no one, just the voice of a woman calling me, saying that I need to find her, that she needs...
