Part 1

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May 14th, 1932

hello diary, It's me Shaswati Roy Chowdhury. It's my first writing a diary but it's all because of a reason. Aaj school se aane ke baad Dekha ki Ghar me sab bohut zyada ajeeb behave kar rahe hai. Ma ne sidha room e bhej deya mujhe khelne bhi nahi diya Shaswati ko. Aaj kaka ko bhi nahi dekha maine. Chotu se Khel bhi nahi payi main aaj. Pata hai woh aajkal mujhe dekhte hi didi didi karta hain. Bohot pyara hain mera chotu. Koyeli didi mere kamre mein so rahi hai. Kisise baat karne ki maan horaha tha par koi nahi hain isliye dairy mein likh liya aaj se tum mere acche dost sab share kaarungi mein tumare sath. I'm going to bed dear diary hopefully Kaal sab thik ho jaye.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                Shaswati.


June 1st, 1932

Anirudh  dada ne aaj sahi nahi kiya mere saath. Kyu bhej rahe woh muje London parne ki liye. Sab ghar me pichle ek mahine se ajeeb bartaav kar rahe hain. Meri Boudi-ma aur chotu kaha hain wo koyi baata bhi nahi raha. Ghar me sad udaas rehete hain eksath khate bhi nahi. Kaka hote toh sab thik hota pata nahi unhe kya huya hain. Ma ke paas gayi thi bohot royi par wo mane nahi. Kyu ghar se dur bhej rahe hain mujhe akeli kaise rahu gi? Anirudh dada aab phirse purane wale khadus dada ban gaye hain. Jane se phele chotu se mulaqat nehi hogi kya? Bohot royi isliye thak chuki hu.  Baad me phirse kuch likhugi. 

                                                                                                                                                                 Shaswati

January 1st, 1933

London mein aaj mera pehela New Year hain. Sab kitne acche se sajaya gaya hain par mera man nahi hain kisi bhi celebration mein hissa leneka. London aane ke peheli raat Anirudh dada ne mujhe unke study me bulaya tha. Bohut khush thi kyuki mujhe laga meri narazgi dekhkar wo London jane ka plan cancel kar dengi par mere sapne phir tut gaye. Lekin usdin kuch ajeeb huya study mein. Maine peheli baar dada ke akhon me aasu dekhe. Jab wo mujhe samjha rahate ki mere parhai ke liye jana zaruri hain. Lekin main usdin samaj gayi thi baat sirf parhai ki nahi hain lekin kuch puch nhi payi unse. Par waada karke aayi hu ki ache se parhai puri karungi apni. Usdin aapne aap se bhi waada kiya hain ke jisdin ghar jaugi usdin sara problems thik karungi. Aaj ke liye itna hi.

                                                                                                                                                                        Shaswati

March 20th, 1936

Huff!! it's been a long day and my whole body is aching. Why? well, I had to clean my whole room today and then cook some porridge for my sick dear friend. It was an eventful day. I talked with my mother for the 1st time after coming here to London. I really don't understand one thing. If u can't lie then what's the need to lie? Does my dear mother think I'm a foolish girl? I know that something is going on in my house, more likely something wrong. When I asked her about it she did the most predictable thing, guess what? She pretended that everything is good and everyone is happy. I was so pissed of that I cut the call on her face which was very mean now that I think about it. But what's the point of talking when I know that she's only gonna lie to me. I'm just so tired I think I'm going to read a book and then sleep. Well, that's it for today.

                                                                                                                                                                        Shaswati

August 15th, 1938

My hands are shaking and I'm sweating like a pig. Jokes apart my results are gonna come today and if I pass then only I can join a medical school. Yes, you heard it I'm gonna become a doctor, only if I pass. Somu dada was jumping in happiness when I told everyone in my family that I'm following his footsteps and becoming a doctor. I'm pretty sure Anirudh dada was a tiny bit upset knowing that I'm not becoming a Barrister cuz according to him I'm quite persuasive and manipulative. Well, thanks for the compliment but I've grown seeing or hearing that all the people related to in my house are completely insane. I really wanted to talk to Kaka and Boudi-ma but every time I asked about them every single person smartly avoided that topic saying that "Kaka is resting" and about Boudi-ma I know nothing. But is kaka that much sick that he can't even talk to his one and only niece for 5 minutes? Is Boudi-ma still not back home. Did she leave the house forever? Is Kaka's sickness related to Boudi-ma leaving the house? Heyy Bhagwan, I've so many questions running inside my mind but my dearest family will never answer them. I've decided I'm going back to India after getting my result and all the papers that are needed for me to complete my education back at home. I'm not saying anything to anyone because I know they are never going to let me come. But without solving my family mystery I cannot stay in peace. I have to go now my friends are calling me. Goodbye for now.

                                                                                                                                                                         Shaswati





Hello sweeties this is the next part of the book well more likely some diary entries. Let me tell you Shaswati is gonna play a very prominent character in this story alongside Anindita. One more thing the plzz comment really motivates me to write more. If u want more chapters u gotta comment. So this is it for today. Enjoy reading sweeties :)

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