At The Eleventh Hour || Kang Taehyun FF

I'm Conflicted 「chapter 19」

Song : beautiful pain by Alec Benjamin

Taehyun POV

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The look on her face when she noticed she was shouting was really triggering. Soobin finally interfered.

'h- hey.. Guys come on..'

'f*ck off soobin..'

Yeonjun mumbled

'yeonjun, you've got to stop forcing someone to like you.'

'easy for you to say when you've got the girl everyone wants...'

'not really, no..'

'what do you mean..?'

'you know, I read this poem written by Kiera Vanderkolk. It said "I know, I cannot love you into loving me. So there you are, overflowing with my love and here I am pleading for a droplet of yours or watever I could salvage but there must come a time where you recognise that to grieve someone hurts a lot less than forcing them to become a part of you and I know I should not beg for love but just once, I wanted someone to be afraid of the thought of losing me.".'

'.....'

'so you see sometimes things won't go your way. Especially when it comes to love...'

Yeonjun kept quiet then stormed off. 2 weeks have passed and yeonjun has yet to talk to y/n

'that boy definitely has got some serious issues..'

Yeji said casually

'yeji, don't say that!'

Y/n scolded her

'it was my fault anyway.. For lashing out on him just because I wasn't feeling good...'

'its not your fault... That idiot deserves it... And seriously, there you go blaming yourself agian..'

'.....'

'man we have one month more before winter break. Time sure flies'

'.... Yeah..'

'you good?'

I asked her noticing her face drop when yeji started talking about winter break.

'yeah yeah'

She smiled at me instantly

'okay... Wanna go cycling at the park this weekend? It's gonna be beautiful since its fall now.'

'sounds good'

'count me and hyuka in!'

Yeji exclaimed. After school, hyuka, soobin, beomgyu and I went out for frozen yogurt.

'soobin, you good?'

Hyuka asked

He seemed down since this morning...