Song : you broke me first by tata mcrae
Taehyun POV
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Heartbreak?
It's painful
Really, really painful
But what's worse?
Watching someone you were meant to be with, slowly, fall for someone else.
I extended my hand out to her and smiled
'shall we?'
She accepted my hand
'let's do it'
We walked down the aisle. She was dressed in a beautiful wedding gown.
It's been 8 years since I first met you.
Slowly, we walked down together. The wedding bells chiming in the background.
She was perfect. Beautiful, and gorgeous.
To this day, I've never regretted any moment with you... Except...
I walked her to the end of the aisle and she looked at me and smiled one last time.
Before I passed her on...
...to her groom
Except... Not confessing earlier. Not telling you how I feel. Not fighting for you..
She looked at the groom, smiling as brightly as ever.
That was the biggest smile I've ever seen.
I'm happy for you
I really am
But...
I can't help it. I feel pain in my heart when I see you with him.
I hate it that you're happy with him and not me.
My dear beloved y/n,
Do you remember? When we were young, you were always playing around. So cheerful.
When you smiled at me, my heartbeat increased so much.
I want you to know, I'll love you the most. I'll always be there right by your side. No one can compete. If anything happens, I'll always be here for you.
Watching us grow apart...was painful.
It really was.
I can't take it anymore y/n. I need to let go, but I can't...
I thought living with you dead was bad but loving with you loving someone else is worse... Because I know you're not mine, and you never will be..
I've always thought since he was just dating you, maybe if you guys broke up, I'd get a chance at you agian. But I was wrong.
I was wrong to hold myself back
I should've gone for you the moment you woke up.
And now you're married.
I guess I don't got much choices anymore.
Hoshi, please look after that wife of yours. She's vulnerable and needs a lot of support... Or at least, she used to.
Y/n
Goodbye my love
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