Song : Water Fountain by Alec Benjamin
Y/n POV
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The class was looking at Taehyun.
'okay class, focus please. Back to where we were'
The teacher continued teaching. He didn't look towards me or talked to me the rest of class. After a long awaited time, it was time for lunch. Hoshi took up the job and showed him around.
'so this is our track-'
'Hoshi!! Wait!'
I ran after them. I needed to talk to taehyun.
'y/n? You good? You shouldn't run like that!'
I was panting.
'tae..'
'you know him?'
'we were from the same school...'
'what a coincidence- I'll let you finish the tour yea? Don't forget basketball practice is in 30 mins. Don't take too long kissing your boyfriend.'
'oh shut up will you'
He chuckled then walked off but taehyun followed him.
'Tae! Wait! Please!'
'I really don't want to talk to you'
'Tae...'
'oh shit got some boyfriend problems there y/n?'
'shut up Hoshi! Get out of here!'
'okok'
I grab his wrist so he won't go.
'please don't go...'
'.... Start talking'
'I'm sorry... I really am'
His back was faced against me.
'please, you not talking to me is probably the worse things ever..'
'what rights do you have to say that?'
'what?'
'I said what rights do you have to say that? You can't just confess to someone and then disappear! How do you think I feel?!'
He shouted his last sentence.
'i though since you didn't like me-'
'who the hell told you I didn't like you?!'
'... I know you're mad and-'
'mad?? Mad is probably an understatement! Do you know how much I've suffered these last few months?!?! Go ask my mum! Go ask yeji, hyuka! I nearly lost myself!'
'.... I'm sorry, its my fault I'm sorry.'
'sorry's not gonna f*cking fix anything!'
'slap me then'
'what?'
'slap me or hurt me- torture me till you're satisfied, idc, just please be my friend agian..'
'why the hell would I do that?'
'because I deserve it.'
'what?'
'......'
It's always my fault in the end. I'm always the idiot that ruins everything. The useless f*cker...
Damn right you are y/n, you're the bitch here after all. If you didn't tell Taehyun you liked him, none of this would've happened. You should've just compressed your stupid feelings. Anyways, shit heads like you shouldn't even dare think of crushing on someone so perfect and superior.
My nose blocked up as my lungs slowly stop cooprating.
Okay bloody shut up now
Why should I? Aren't I spitting facts? You're useless and a burden to EVERYONE around you... Admit it.
My head and chest were hurting. I was panting for air.
If you don't shut up, I'm going to..
Go ahead, I mean you deserve it after all, and plus, it does shift the pain to somewhere else doesn't it? Wouldn't that make you feel better? Do it y/n. Go ahead and do it.
's- sorry Tae, I've got to go..'
I ran to my room and stuffed my pen knife into my pocket and went to the toilet.
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.Time skip to dinner time.
'how'd things go with your boyfriend?'
'shut up hoshi'
'you missed basketball by the way... Where were you? We couldn't find you..'
'sorry, I went to the hospital...'
'ah okay... Why are you still here? Aren't you supposed to be staying there like 24/7?'
'well.....'
My eye caught taehyun walking to the table with his meal. I walked over and sat beside him.
'hey, sorry bout earlier'
He looked at me then stood up with his meal but I grabbed his hand.
'please give me one more chance.... And then you can hate me all you want...'
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Chapter 29 : why you lyin'?
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At The Eleventh Hour || Kang Taehyun FF
FanfictionDepression, a darkness that isn't spoken much about. The horror of getting absorbed. You don't even know when it's absorbing you or when you get fully absorbed by it. I, Jung Y/n, should know better than anyone else.