Anime/Manga Feederism and Weight Gain

15: Rewritten: All Because Of Love (Lev Haiba)

Summary: Lev ended up gaining weight because of his unrequited love for his upperclassmen, Yaku.
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It is the middle of the night and Lev is sitting at the dining room table alone in the dark, with only a small amount of light to keep him company, eating a piece of chocolate cake that his amazing and talented sister Alisa had made specially for him, Alisa has always really liked baking ever since she was just a little girl, and she's quite good at it as well, so from a young age she would always make little snacks for her little brother and their parent's to enjoy.

When she first started baking their mother, who is also an incredible baker, would always help her out to make sure that nothing went wrong, but Alisa quickly got the hang of it and in no time she was creating literal masterpieces, so it came as no surprise to Lev when she had decided to surprised him with a giant chocolate cake she had made just for him to enjoy.

You see, Lev has been in a very bad mood lately and Alisa saw just how bad her little brother had been feeling recently so she had decided to bake a cake for him in hopes that it would cheer him up a little, which was something she would do quite often ever since she learned how to bake, food has always been something that easily cheered him up ever since he was little, so it was no surprise that Alisa would end up using food as a way to try and comfort her precious little brother.

And although Lev is always very grateful that his sister would take the time to prepare elaborate meals and snacks for him to eat when he isn't feeling all too well, he honestly wished that he had the heart to tell her to stop, because the result of all the food that she's been making for him had ended up having quite a negative effect on his increasing waistline.

When Alisa had given the chocolate cake to him they had both eaten a small piece of it together, though Lev's piece was bigger then Alisa's, and after they were done eating they had decided to put the cake into the fridge so that they could eat some more of it later, but in the end that plan had been completely thrown out the window, because now it's the middle of the night and Lev had eaten almost all that had been left of the cake all on his own.

And the worst part of it was that he hadn't eaten it out of hunger, no he has eaten it because of an entirely different reason.

Lev had been having a lot of trouble trying to fall asleep, and although that wasn't anything new for him, tonight it had been especially hard for him to fall asleep, his mind just kept wandering to dark places he wished it didn't go, so in the end he decided to stop trying and instead go downstairs and eat a piece of the cake in hopes that it would end up making him feel better.

He told himself that he was just going to eat a small piece, but every time he finishes eating one piece he kept saying he was going to eat just one more, but in the end he never listened to what he told himself and now he had ended up having almost eaten the whole thing, and it wasn't like the cake was small either, it had been quite a large cake.

Lev let out a loud sigh before he put the last bite of the big chocolate cake into his mouth and swallowed it, he had eaten a ginormous cake all by himself in the middle of the night and yet Lev still felt so incredibly empty, even though his stomach felt like it was about to explode he couldn't help but want to eat even more despite the fact that he knows that he really shouldn't.

Why is it that no matter how much he eats he still feels so empty? Why can't the feelings of pain and emptiness he's been feeling just go away?

Before the summer had started all Lev had to do to get rid of the horrible feelings that are always haunting him is eat a bit of his favorite food and all of those feelings would quickly go away, but now that the summer is about to come to an end those feelings just wouldn't go away no matter how much he ate, even if he stuffed himself full till he couldn't move those feelings would still always end up coming back.