24th of October, 2021
Finished at 19:19
I have thought about you all day as if I was a lover concerned with her husband's day at work, but it is too early. To say or to even think of that is too selfish, the thought of it embarrasses me, I am a shame. I never heard from you since you told me you will be handling your Saturday's breakfast and said you will be right back. I helplessly lured myself into an interest of my own but the thought of you just keeps on swimming amidst my ocean of thoughts, my so-called wonders. We are nothing of anything grand, yet it felt as if the thought of you and I rings a pleasant collision. Silence made me thought of you, and just you.
Ah, worries overflowed me as I remember that one Tuesday morning when you told me this world was a wicked place, that the reason for that day of your continuation of exploration was me. Do you still feel those? If only I could caress my fingers on your cheek that day and snatch everything that bothers your way. I crave for your pain to be my pain instead, but won't it be better if the both of us share happiness? What am I saying... I need rest.
Please do well while we are apart, I will never forget your words that ripped my anguish open and turn into hope.
@yourstrulyjuno
YOU ARE READING
For Jayden
PoesiaYou seem to understand me well but I want you to feel me. Through screens , from here to there, you swore to keep my heart, so I will devote to you this piece of art for our souls to intertwine. This is my diary. Our diary. Let me in.
