miya atsumu x gn!reader
atsumu has loved you for a decade.
tags & warning...... a bit of internalized homophobia, coming out (positive response!!!!), ooc atsumu at times hngfhf, mc is described as pretty once! minimal swearing, prolly ooc suna as we...
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atsumu is 16 when he get his heart broken for the first time.
atsumu wasn't hungry, but osamu was. and atsumu having lost in rock, paper, scissor had been forced to go get the food. osamu had given the address to a small chinese restaurant, around 15 minutes away from their home to atsumu with a smug smile, before throwing himself on the couch with a wave.
atsumu actually didn't mind getting the food. he liked going for walks, they cleared his head. his head was filled with thoughts about you and maybe the homework he didn't want to do.
the door to the restaurant rang as it opened and atsumu walked in, standing and scanning the restaurant for a small moment. a family of five sitting eating their food while making small talk, two girls who looked at each other with shy glances and red cheeks, an old couple feeding each other, a couple of friends trying to keep their laughs at a respectful level; all of it made atsumu smile, everything felt so human and right.
the scent from the kitchen got to atsumu, making his stomach grumble. okay, maybe he was hungry after all. he went up to the counter, got the food and paid. he was happily on his way out when a guy walked through the door, bumping into atsumu on the way.
"oh, sorry," the guy gave atsumu an apologetic smile, to which atsumu just gave him a nod and muttered it was fine.
he didn't give it another thought and walked out the door, when his phone vibrated. he pulled it out of his back pocket as he stood outside the restaurant.
from stupid samu: get some soda too
to stupid samu: ask nicely dick
from stupid samu: no fuck you just get it asshole
from stupid samu: btw do u see (name)?? they had a date with their bf today there
atsumu's heart sank as he read the text. you were on a date? with your boyfriend? since when did you have a boyfriend? atsumu's head snapped to the windows of the restaurant, eyes finding you easily. he saw you just in time to see you pull the same guy that bumped into atsumu in for a kiss - the kind of kiss atsumu wished he could give you.
atsumu felt sick. while he didn't have any real hope you liked him, he still wished you did. you saw him and waved, he thought of ignoring you and just walking away, but you had saw him look at you and walking away would just make him look like an asshole (usually he wouldn't care if people thought he was an ass, but your opinion on him mattered to him), so he waved back unenthusiastically, gripped the bag with the food tighter.
shoving his phone back into his pocket without replying to his brother, he began running. when he got home he threw the bag with food and the soda on the couch beside osamu and went to their room, ignoring the other asking how much he owed.
atsumu threw himself onto his bed. he had no expectations and was still let down. of course you didn't like him, he was just your best friends' brother. he tried to distract himself - both from you and his grumbling stomach. it didn't work all too well. he ignored all of osamu's questions.
atsumu went to bed early that day, hungry and heartbroken.
