"CONVICTION"

Part 34

*****Noor******

My heart throbbing inside my chest as I waited for the doctor to come out our of the emergency room!!!!! My tears were threatening to escape. I felt someone's gaze at me!!!!

The staff's and the other patients were looking at me with sympathetic look. Which I didn't liked at all..........

My arms wrapped around my chest. I was trying to fight back with the unbearable pain in my heart.

Then I felt a hand on my shoulder. I immediately turned to find Ravi aunty and Ayaaz standing there. I hurriedly wrapped my arms around her. I broke down in tears on her arms. Her hands rubbing my back.

I really hated to cry infront of someone. But I just could control myself. My heart aching.

"Who is here with the patient????" My breath stopped as I turned to face the doctor. His face was unspoken. I hurriedly ran towards him.

"H..how is he????" I managed to speak.

"What relation you have with him????" Doctor asked. My jaw trembling.

"She is his fiance and I am his mother!!!!!" Ravi aunty answered...... I gripped her hand. She passed me a assured smile.

"Oh!!!" Doctor said.

"How is he doctor!!!!" Ravi aunty asked.

"Well, he got a sudden panick attack!!!! He will be fine after sometime but weak...... Already his allergy to rain made him weak!!!!! And also due to loosing blood!!!!!! So take care of him and don't pressurize him for anything!!!!!"

"When we can take him home Doctor???" Ravi aunty asked.

"I guess by the morning!!!!" Doctor said before leaving while giving a small smile to me.

I sat down on the side bench, palming my face. When the wave of nauseous hit me hard. I palmed my mouth tightly to control it. My mind practically had stopped working. Ravi aunty was rubbing my back. Once I felt a little better, I looked at her. Tears filling my eyes.

"I think you should take some rest Noor!!!!! We can talk later!!!" She gave me an assured smile. I know she was fighting back with her emotions.

I slowly nodded. Still nauseous......

"I want to see Azan!!!!" I said slowly. My voice cracking.

"But....."

"Please!!!" I asked with tears which I couldn't hold back anymore. She sighed and nodded.

I needed to see him.

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Azan was to shifted from the ER to normal ward. It had been three hours since we came here. Finally I got to see him.

Nurse opened the door for as I walked inside only to find him unconscious on the bed, a bandage on his forehead.

Tears rolling down through my cheeks, my lips trembling. I felt my chest tightening as I went next to him. I sat beside him putting my hand on his. I broke down in tears seeing him.

This is not what I wanted........

But I only caused this.......

"I am sorry Azan!!!" I muttered between my sobs taking over me completely. I reached over and kissed his forehead. But it didn't take the burden of my chest.

I just needed him to get up and told me that he forgave me!!!!!!!!

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"So that's what I wanted to say!!!!!" I finished over and took a deep breath finally, letting it out slowly!!!!! My tears were threatening to escape.