Diana's diary(niallhoran fanfic)

You did this/awkward dinners

As soon as my mom told me what happened I felt disgusted. I was a drunken mistake, my own dad didn't even want me and neither does my mom. I feel so worthless.
I sigh and grab my diary, god why the hell did I ever write in here I'm so stupid. I've been 5 months clean, I've been clean because I've been somewhat happy and they had to ruin it.
I grab my pen and I-
"Diana! Dinner!" My "dad" yells. God damn
They can't just leave me alone.
"I'm not hungry!" I yell back. They don't answer, it's probably because they don't care.
5 months without one single cut across my wrist and it's because I've been happy again with niall. And now I won't ever see him again because my mom doesn't want me.
Life sucks. I hate life.
I start writing.
I haven't in forever.
Dear diary,
It's been a very long time. So tomorrow I'm leaving for America can you believe it. I don't want to leave niall he's done so much for me. I haven't been in school for at least 2 months and I haven't gotten into trouble he tells them excuses for me when he goes to school. I will be starting 12 grade in America. America is so far away from him.
I think I love him.
-diana
My last entry
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This is a filler the next chapter is going to be Niall's POV
happy Easter!