Diana's diary(niallhoran fanfic)

America and goodbyes.

It's my last day here. I'll probably never be in the UK again.
I havent seen niall in over 2 months we havent talked since he told me that he loved me. I honestly cant believe he said that after all these years of being harrased by him i dont know if i will have feelings but im happy hes over the whole bullying phase. I think america will be good for me. Im going to be gone for a year starting at a new school i have to be held back a grade because i missed so much.

Right now its 8am my flight to Texas leaves at 10.
Im not sure if i should say good bye will he even want to say bye to me? Who knows i desperately want to but i hate and im terrible at goodbyes.

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Fast foward to the plane
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As i get on the plane i secretly hope for Niall to come running on the plane begging me not to go, like they do in those romantic movies. But no, now were in the air halfway to my destination.

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Landed___
I just landed in texas where im supposedto meet my "dad" whatever; i bring my phone out to see if i got any messages from Niall and none

I text him instead.

Dear niall
At first i loved you and then the bullying began and you destroyed me. But as time went on i realized you did it because you were scared of love because you love me. And you sometimes hurt the people you love becauseof the fear and thats how you show it. But now that were getting there and even though we wont see each other for a while. Remember 2 things
1- don't go back with anna shes a whore
2-i love you to

Goodbye for now horan

Love. Diana