Diana's diary(niallhoran fanfic)

Can i come over

Dear diary,

Today was one of the most awkwardest days of my life. I had to spend the day with Niall! I was scared he was going to hurt me but he didn't. Thank god.

We are working on a project as I said last time I wrote to you. I am doing all of the work. I'm not surprised cause I mean come on, it him. Oh and today when I was ct

Tutting my mom and Niall almost caught me. It was close, but I had to wear bracelets and my wrist burns bad.

That's all that have really happened today so bye I guess.

Diana.

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I put my diary down and stared at the walls. What will happen I'm a month. Will we be best friends again? Or will he hate me more? Ugh I hate life.

Every second I stared at the walls my arm started to hurt even more. With that I walked to the bathroom. I pulled of the bracelets looking at my masterpiece. I think I might if cut to deep this time. It is all red around my arm, to my upper arm.

I grabbed my cream, and slowly putting I'm on the cuts. Everything I touched my self I cringed at the pain. Why, it never hurts. This is weird. I must not cut my self anymore this week! I tell my self. If I do it will be deeper.

After I was done I put some band aids on it and walked to my room. I stared at the walls again.

Nialls pov

"I'll see you later, yeah?" I asked. She looked up replying with a simple yes. She is so beautiful when she talks.

I walked out the door thinking what will happen when the project is over. I know she will still hate me, and I have to pretend I hate her to death. The truth is I love her so much.

Before I knew it I was at home. Walking in, I saw a not on the island. It said " hey Niall, we went to work tonight to to a friends house. Love you mum" of corse are they ever home and before you say anything nope. Never. Who I don't know. Not Anna's. if we do I will have sex the whole night and miss school, not James can't stand his sister. James is my only friend. Your probably thinking " but your popular" I mean like real friend. All those other people are fake and sluts or manwhores. Should I call her? She won't let me I know it. Ugh I- but you love her Niall! Ill do it.

I grabbed my phone dialing her number. It kept ringing until her voice answered

" hello"

" hey Diana it's Niall" I can see her eyes getting big.

" u- what do you want?"

" oh yeah, ,y mum isn't home and I was wondering if I could spend the night like old times"

" um okay."

"I'll be over soon bye"