still waiting

I fell to hard to fast

Emily's POV

Hey- Candice

Hi,why are you here?-me

Well the fact that I was on a run and I see you sitting in the park all alone with ice cream and yelling why did you want to fall in love. I thought you needed a friend, so I'm here- Candice

Thx, will you fix me?- I said still eating my ice cream

I think I can try but I think Caleb needs to fix you and you need to open that heart of yours and listen. Just let it happen, you will be surprised to what you'll find. - Candice said as she sat next to me

Just I'm still hurt, I fell to hard to fast for Caleb. -me

What's wrong with that? - Candice

Everything- me

Move over and give me a spoon- Candice

Well ok - I said as I handed over the spoon

... The next day

I woke up in my bed with the TV on and Candice next to me. May I mention she's sleeps like a dog, but it's ok. I'm still in my clothes from yesterday, and I'm really hungry. So I got out of bed and walk downstairs and made cinnamon rolls.

Easy- I said as I took them out the oven

Aww, you made me breakfast- Candice said over dramatically

Nope - me

What?!?- Candice

Just kidding, it's our breakfast- me

Emily, I know you're scared- Candice

Why would I be scared? - me

Honey you can't hide from me, your scared of love. - Candice

No- me

Your scared of being heartbroken and lost and confused. It's ok to be scared, just as long as that fear does not end up hurting you. - Candice

In not scared- me

Yes you are, Emily what are you doing- Candice

What?- me

With you're life sweetie, what are you doing with it? - Candice

I don't know- me

You came here looking for love, but your scared of love. Do what are your doing, cause you just setting yourself up for failure. - Candice

Your right I am, I need a break- me

Ok then go - Candice

I will, I'm going to find myself again, I'm going to come back and know what I want- me

Finally, I'll leave you to pack. Thanks for the cinnamon rolls- with that Candice grabbed all her stuff said goodbye and was gone.

Now I need to leave myself, that will be hard. Just one question where to??? And I'm I even destine for love? Or am I in love with the concept of love? Please someone tell me, help me find the way back to the road because I got lost in the idea of love or maybe the idea of finding love.

Note;
Hello lovely people, you amazing readers. Just a quick update, I'm traveling again and will try to update at the airport. Cause I get bored, any way have a okay Tuesday. Love you all so so so much!

Love Monica