still waiting

A crazy thing called Love

Chapter 19.

Emilys POV.

Caleb looked up i did the unthinkable asking his if we could talk alone. I dont know what happened to me but all of a sudden i felt as if i had to give Caleb a chance. Caleb for some odd reason was always on my mind.

Caleb sorry... -Me

Why? I'm the only one to blame- Caleb

I just want to get back to normal, you and me - me

Emily, I love you-Caleb

You what?!?-me

I Love You!!! That's right I do- Caleb

What does he like he's doing, no this is not happening. I wanted an explanation not this.

Caleb you choose now to tell me this, Why?-me

Emily because I do, I'm sorry with what happened. -Caleb

Wow, that's all you have to say to me???- I say as I walk away

No! emily look, Stop walking away! - Caleb

Look I don't think I can do this right now, I need a break. I need time, just give me time to heal. I thought I was ready to do this but I can't - me

Emily- Caleb

Bye- me

I just can't take it, he's up and down in minutes. I think I'm falling but I want to protect my heart. I want to find love so bad but I'm scared to let go. Is it possible for love to suck? Because if it is possible I sure do know how it feels.

So I walked away and went where my feet took me. Which took me to the park where me and Caleb meet. But first I when to the ice cream shop and bought a tub of cookie dough ice cream. Then I found a tree in the park and sat there.

Why the hell did I want to fall in love!!! -me

So I sat in a park alone, where I meet Caleb and ate ice cream. I can say I had my first pity party for one.

Hey lovelies,

It's Monica so so so sorry it took so long. School can suck and I was out of ideas and I wrote a new chapter but it got deleted. So it took time, I'm going to try to wright more.