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February 8
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Yvonna Meredith Ocampo
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1:20 PM
Yvonna Meredith Ocampo
You think I did not see you continuously having secret dates with Forester?
Estelliana Claudel
Ano, magagalit ka na naman?
Yvonna Meredith Ocampo
No
I saw how happy he is with you, e
It somehow made me jealous but I didn't wanna ruin his happiness
Tama kayo. Sinaktan ko siya ng sobra-sobra, tapos ang kapal ng mukha kong manghingi pa ulit ng pagkakataon, when he gave me a million chances before but I wasted them all.
Hindi ko lang kasi matanggap that I failed in everything. It all started when my father left us, ni hindi namin alam ang rason. Simula noon nagkanda letse letse na buhay ko
I did not just ruin my relationship with Forester, but I also ruined yours with Miguel. Pati na rin ang friendship natin ay sinira ko because I lost myself the day we lost my father. He did not die but it felt like he did because he was gone.. with no explanation. He just vanished into thin air and we did not get to see him
I'm really really sorry, Ivory.
I just realized na ayaw ko nang pahirapan pa si Mommy. Kami na nga lang dalawa ang natitira, tapos magiging sakit sa ulo pa ako imbes na magdamayan kaming dalawa
Estelliana Ocampo
Sana sinabi mo sa akin na ganoon ang nangyari sa inyo ng family mo. I would've helped you without us having to ruin our relationships and friendship
You knew I would always help you in any way possible
Yvonna Meredith Ocampo
Ayon na nga, Ivy
Lagi mo akong tinutulungan
I was desperate to fix our family and myself all alone na napunta ako sa maling landas
Maling daan ang tinahak ko to fix things
And instead of fixing it, mas lalo ko pang nasira
Nagkausap na kami ng masinsinan ni Mom at naisipan naming umalis ng bansa
Estelliana Claudel
You're leaving??
Yvonna Meredith Ocampo
Yeah, for good.
Gusto ko sana kayong kausapin ni Forester para humingi ng tawad personally, just before I go. Ayaw kong kami lang dalawa dahil baka may paparazzi pang makakita at maiissue na naman. I wanna leave without traces and a heavy heart, too
Estelliana Claudel
Sige, sasabihan ko si Forester about this
Basta whatever happens, you know I'm still here for you. I may have not forgotten what happened between us last year, I know to myself that I've already forgiven you
Kailanman ay hinding hindi ko matitiis ang bestfriend ko
Yvonna Meredith Ocampo
What did I do to deserve your kindness? 🥺
I only did horrible things to you and invalidated your feelings just to validate mine ☹️
Estelliana Claudel
Hindi madali ang nangyari. I was traumatized for the harassment your guy friends did. Pero hindi na ako broken-hearted sa pangangaliwa sa akin ni Miguel
Yvonna Meredith Ocampo
I wanna apologize for that, too..
Ayaw ko naman talagang gawin nila 'yon sa'yo kaso.. hawak nila ako sa leeg :(
Even Miguel was a part of that shitty brotherhood thing
They said they would help me find my father kapalit ng pagpayag ko sa kanilang lapitan ka. I did not expect them to do horrible things to you and I'm sorry if I did not do anything and just laughed at you.
Harassment was never a small thing.
I was just afraid na baka may gawin silang masama sa amin ni Mommy if hindi ako susunod sa kanila. I was afraid na baka hindi nila ako tulungang hanapin si Daddy
But, of course. They weren't true to their words. What would you expect sa mga taong members ng frat na laging sangkot sa gulo?
Nadakip 'yon sila last year dahil nahuling nagdodroga :(
Nagsampa na rin ako ng kaso sa pangahaharass nila sa'yo.. at sa akin :(
The other guy got me pregnant pero nalaglag rin ang bata dahil super nastress ako sa pangyayari. Miguel did not even do anything but kiss and make out with other girls. That's why I wanted Forester back because he made me feel safe, at peace, and most especiallt, his arms felt like home. He was the only person whom I could seek validation from.
Pero masyado yata akong ilusyunada para isiping babalikan niya nga ako. I hurt him in the past. I wounded him so of course, he wouldn't want to be associated with me ever again.
I do love him and I want him back. Kaso.. hindi na pwede, eh. And I almost forgot that I have Mom and you who would raise hell for the sake of my safety
I talked to Mom about this kaya naisipan niyang umalis na kami ng bansa for good :(
Hindi niya kasi alam about the harassment and miscarriage I had dahil hindi ko 'yon sinabi sa kanya
I was too afraid because I was so young
Estelliana Claudel
Yvie :((
You did not deserve that :(
You could've told me you went through all that, you know :(
Yvonna Meredith Ocampo
But you didn't deserve all the horrible things I did
Hindi mo rin deserve na saluhin ang mga problema ko so I kept it in for so long :(
Estelliana Claudel
I love you, Yvie :(
And if you've already decided to leave the country for good, then I will not stop you
Take your time to heal from the past. While I heal in here, too
Let's heal together, although in separate ways
