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Chapter 75

Tessa's POV:

Opening the comment section I read the first and burst in laughter. "Why are you laughing?" Hardin asks, looking so confusion which makes me laugh even more. "Tell me!" He shakes my shoulder.

"Okay," finally I stop laughing and show him the comment.

-He's such a jerk.

"What's so funny about that? They're calling me jerk basically insulting me and you're laughing at me instead of defending. You're so rude," he says, pouting like a child. Adorable. I tilt up my head and give a small peck on his lips which makes him smile, a very small unnoticeable smile.

Looking back to the screen I read the second comment.

"-Bitch, he's making me so much angry. I can't with this asshole."

"Okay, enough now stop reading them." He trys to snatch the phone but I hide it behind me. "Tessa!"

"Please, I want to read." I sit up and turn my naked chest to distract him, which always works. "Please." Pushing out my lower lip I jiggle my breasts a little and as I knew he got distracted by looking down at them, biting his lips he gives in.

"I'm going to take a piss," he informs and climbs down of the bed. I nod and get my attention back on the screen again.

-He's so hot, the comment says on one of Hardin picture with the girl, Eliza I remember her name and watched few clips where she introduced herself.

Yeah, he is very much. I look at the hot man saunters across the room with his whole bare gorgeous body in sight and into the bathroom.

-I'd fuck him in a blink. The next one says.

Well that's not happen girls because well he's... reserved not taken though but he won't sleep with you. So sorry that you're not lucky as me. Why I'm talking like that?

I should see some reviews rather than how hot Hardin is which I already know, I've seen him wholly with and without clothes too so I'm very well aware of his hotness, don't need to remind me.Why I'm suddently so most possessive? They won't do anything to him they're just fans and fans write thirsty stuffs about their idol.

Carry on...

- They fights more than they patched up.

Yeah, we happened.

-Honestly this book educates people on how relationships should NOT be.

I mean it's kinda true. A relationship shouldn't be like what Hardin and I had; too much drama, unnecessary fights and hurting eachother by different ways, it should be normal, fun and also a smidge of adventure in it but not that hard what we faced it.

-Hardin is the most poisonous, manipulative person you could ever date.

Wow. Here comes the hatred I was talking about.

-The way he deals with his feelings in such dumb and immature way of doing things like why would anyone do that.

You guys didn't know what he had been through as a child, no one was there for him to teach him how to deal with any types of feeling so he dealt in his own way which you're calling immature without knowing the reason why he was like that in a first place.

-Why Tessa is putting up with this asshole? He's emotionally damaging and traumatizing her, can't she see?

I did saw okay, I really did but ignored them because first I was so in love with him and also felt that connection, the fire between us and felt his heart not covered and hiding from the bad memories he was holding on to for so long. He was just scared to give it and open up to anyone and when he did to me, it made me feel special and I didn't know what to do except love him more even when he was acting irrational.

-Hardin is a piece of shit and you shouldn't date people like him because of his selfish, jealously and controlling nature which always gonna restrict your growth and hold you back from the things you wanna do in life and the things you wanna advice.

Come on! He was quite the over protecting towards me only because he was afraid to losing me. But now that man isn't here, he changed and there is only caring and supporting man I know is exist.

I'm getting infuriated reading this bullshit comments I should just stop and calm myself down. I put his phone on the nightstand and press my fingers against my temple for some relief.

"You still reading them." Hardin's voice make me startle. "What they're talking now?" He asks, climbing up on the bed and getting under the blanket with me.

They, the haters, are aggressively coming on to you and that making me so angry, but I can't say that though that will hurt him if I do. So I say half-truth, "Not much like... how hot you are and... that they want to sleep with you."

"Holy hell." He sighs. "Not fucking happening." He shakes his head and moves closer to me. "There is no one gonna be in the bed with me, only you and always will be," he places his hand on my stomach and moves lower.

Grabbing him by his wrist I stop him. "I'm tired and very sleepy." I fake yawn. And my head is aching too and some sleep might help.

"Uh...o-okay," confusion flashes across his beautiful face. Before he say anything I put my head on the pillow, turning a cold-shoulder to him, I close my eyes.

I feel so bad acting like this towards him but I can help it. I feel sorry for him because of the hatred he is getting not much love that he deserved. If everyone hates him he'll get back to hating himself which I don't want.

I feel him wrapping his arms around me from behind and pulls me closer to him, pressing his chest against my back he plants a small kiss on my bare shoulder. "I wish this how we live, you m together and forever." He whispers in my ears.

"We can't though." I say in low voice.

"Of course we can baby. I just need you and you obviously need me too. Please give me a chance and I promise that I don't hurt you again." He says. I know he won't hurt me again the way he used to but I can't shake the feeling just yet. "Please, just I last chance." He begs, softly.

"I'll think about it." Do I really want to think about it? I do enjoy the life with him, the comforts he gives me but what made this time any different, I just need time to think this though first.
"I need a little bit time," I say.

"Take as much as time you need. I'm always gonna be here for you," he tells and plant another kiss on my shoulder. "Goodnight."

It's been few hours and I tried to get some sleep but isn't coming any. My mind is only revolving around what I read about Hardin online. Like it stuck in my mind and I'm trying to push them but isn't happening which leaves a headache.

If I read something else I'd feel better, so I grab his phone again without waking him up and go through the comments again.

-They both are so toxic people that I personally can't handle them, even in a book.

Okay great. Not they're coming on both of us.

-What's wrong with this girl? Why she's slut shaming girls and being judgmental all the time?

Yeah I did that and I feel stupid for that.

- The girl Tessa need some medication first than the guy because girl with healthy mind doesn't date dickhead like Hardin.

I had healthy mind okay? I'm offended by this. I just overlook the red flag because I was so in love with him.

-Who does this girl think she is? She left her childhood boyfriend at her dorm alone without saying anything then cheats on him repeatedly. I hate this bitch.

My god they are hating me now which I didn't wanted. Oh no. Please don't hate me guys and him too.

- First she cheats with Noah twice then she cheats Hardin by kissing Zed, like wtf? If this bitch cheats so many time, what's the guarantee she won't do it again.

Yes, I did that. I also did irrational things, so does everyone. Stop judging my character!

I should just stop but my mind isn't cooperating...

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