𝗖𝗵𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗻 ♡ (𝗜𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘇𝘂𝗺𝗶 𝘅 𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝘅 𝗔𝗸𝗮𝗮𝘀𝗵𝗶)

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝟭𝟯

(Y/N) POV — 12:15am
After darting off leaving Oikawa and Iwaizumi in the kitchen, you had to pretend to look for the extra shot cups.

The water Oikawa gave you earlier helped a lot, but honestly you were pretty drunk. You were trying your best to remain composed and calm. "Okay, how should I go about this?"

You were in the middle of living room, squished between so many people. They were not joking when they said that this would be the biggest party of the school year. It seemed like almost a hundred people were here... maybe even more.

"NISHINOYA! PLAY PANORAMIC!" Tanaka shouted at the top of his lungs across the room.

"YOU GOT IT!"

*Nishinoya played Panoramic by Dmac*

(A/N: Tbh this is my ratchet anthem. Don't judge me. 😂 But I can totally see Tanaka and Nishinoya going off on this song!)

"Ahh, I'll go ask one of them!" You started walking towards Nishinoya's direction, but soon saw a girl twerking on him as you got closer. "Whelp, not going that way." You turned, making a 180 and tried to find Tanaka.

You're pretty short, so it was pretty hard to find someone, let alone trying to get through this crowd.

"Panoramic! AYYY! Panoramic!" Tanaka sang along loudly.

"That's definitely him."

Thankfully, you found Tanaka through his terrible singing.

"Tanaka-kun!" You yelled trying to get through to him, waving a hand trying to get his attention.

"Oh hey, (F/N)! What's up?" He grabbed your hand to help you through the crowd.

"Ah, thanks." You said as Tanaka pulled you up from the crowd. "I was looking for you."

"You trynna get some of this girl?" He winked at you.

You couldn't take him seriously and started cracking up.

"Man, am I that bad?" Tanaka said sadly.

"Well..."

"Wait, don't answer that!"

"I'm just joking with you Tanaka-kun!" You were still laughing. "I was looking for shot cups! We ran out in the kitchen."

"Oh! Hmm, where did Nishinoya put the extras?" Tanaka was thinking out loud. "I think he put them in the storage closet near the front door, like right under the stairs." He pointed to a closed door in the distance.

"Okay, got it! Thanks Tanaka-kun!" You waved goodbye and started squishing yourself into the crowd again.

As you were making your way to the storage closet, you began to realize every step you took was a step closer to confessing your feelings to your best friend, who you've been in love with for most of your life.

Your heart was beating fast. Was it nerves creeping up? Or was it the alcohol? Probably a mix of both. Either way, anxiety started to devour every inch of your body. It got even worse when you suddenly remembered the letter you wrote — the letter where you wrote all you wanted to say to Iwaizumi; the letter you lost. Are you going to be able to explain what you've been feeling towards him? What if you mess up and he doesn't understand? Or what if you get too scared, and back out?

"Ugh, the "what ifs" are coming back..." You tried to calm your self by focusing on your breaths. Counting to 3 seconds when you breathe in, and 3 seconds when you breathe out.

You began to feel a bit better... and now stood in front of the closet door. It was 12:35am.

"Calm down. You can do this. Speak from your heart... you'll get through to him."