It all happened to fast
In just a matter of second you were gone
Taking along with you everything
All the memories
All the laughs
You took a part of me
You left me
Alone up against my worst enemy
You didn't look back
You don't care
Because you have better things to do
You had other people to talk to
you didn't care bout me
And if you did
You had a horrible way of showing it
You were the douche guy
The one everyone loved
But that I hated
You acted liked you didn't care
About me
Even about yourself
Can't you see that I need you
You are one of my pillars
And probably the one I care about the most
I may never be able to admit it
But I know it deep in my heart
I will always love you
As a friend
And so much more
I can't even explain how much you mean to me
You are my best friend
I want you to know everything about me
I want to tell you every single little thought that runs through my brain
I want you to be the first person I turn to when somethings wrong
I want you to be my walking diary
And in a way you already are
But what you don't know
I've held back
I want to be able to text you at 2 am
You answer and we have a long convo until one of us falls asleep
I want to do so many things
But i'll never get to do them
Or have the courage to do them
Since this is the message that you'll never see
I just wanna take the time to say
I love you
More then a friend
More then you could ever imagine
But i know that will never ever happen
And I have accepted that
But I need you
I want you
I can not lose you
Or else I might also lose myself in the process
You may not know these things
And you never will
Because this is the message
You'll never get to see
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Once again never sure what I'm suppose to say about that things I write so I hope
Those who took the time to read it can help me
Thanks in advance those who did take the time to say some thing
Luvalwayz Zabuja<3
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