Willow has just one rule:
Must. Always. Hate. Dane.
She grew up with Dane Wainsworth, just as her brother. He's her brother's bestfriend. And she hates him. He's annoying, arrogant and way too confident.
But that's not what she writes in her diary...
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I found Willow's diary in my room. She probably forgot it. And I read it.
Sweet diary,
it happened. Jack chose Dane's side. I'm officially alone.
Jack was my best friend, but not anymore. Dane took him from me. All I have left is Delilah.
How can I fix this?
Being nice to Dane? If he likes me, maybe I can join their friend group. I'll try
Willow
This is from the beginning. There are no dates, but I can tell. Fuck.
Sweet diary,
There are little moments with Dane that make me hope. Hope we can still be friends. But he's still such an asshole.
I mean, can I be friends with him if he stays acting like an ass? I don't know. I really don't. But I have hope
Willow
That's from we started talking. I know it. Switching classes was the best decision ever.
Sweet diary,
He's changing. He's less assy. I don't even know if that's a word. It is now.
Anyway. He came to my room today. First boy in my room, and it's Dane. Can you believe it? Ugh.
But, he read Twilight! I discovered he reads too. Boys who read are hot. But Dane? Meh.
Willow
I start laughing. I hope she thinks different about that now...
Sweet diary,
He saved me today. Yes, Dane. Saved. Me. Crazy, isn't it?
Well, he did stole my bag and let me run eight laps, causing my lungs to close, but he did save me after. If he didn't go after me, I don't know what would have happened if he hadn't.
But, here's the thing: his arms are my new favorite place to be. They're warm and cozy. And he smells nice.
Willow
Oh. That's what she was trying to say... Her lungs closed. And I knew she was sniffing me!
Sweet diary,
He dances! I saw him dance!
It was so... cute? I guess. It makes me hate him less. I don't think I hate him anymore. But he's still an asshole though.
Anyway. He dances and reads. Oh my god!
Willow
I smirk. I knew she didn't hate me fully.
Sweet diary,
I did the most awful thing and I hate myself for it.
I showed everyone the video of Dane dancing. I knew it would break his popularity. And I did it.
I want to say it's Delilah's fault for pushing me into it, but that's not true. I did it all by myself. And now he hates me.
I don't even know how I can see him again, and be able to talk to him without bursting into tears and shout I'm so sorry. The look on his face when I betrayed him, it was just horrible.
Willow
PS: you're not gonna believe this! He came back and saved me, again. He sat me in the toilet for an hour (!), just because he wanted to talk to me! He was mad, but now he's mad at Delilah, I guess...
Oh. She did feel horrible. And my face wasn't showing my emotions, did it? Shit. I'm an open book for her.
Sweet diary,
So many things happened since the last time I wrote. So, here a list:
1. Delilah sucks. She's not my friend anymore.
2. I'm in Dane's friend group now, and Jack doesn't even mind! Yey!
3. Dane and I kissed.
4. Dane confessed he has this major crush on me since freshmen year
5. I think I like him too
Those are the biggest ones. Maybe Dane isn't that bad.
Willow
Nope. I'm not that bad. I'm her dream boy.
The last one is from earlier this evening.
Sweet diary,
I'm freaking out. Like, total huge panic attack.
I think.... I love him.
Is that possible, this soon? I don't know. We do know each other for four years now. But not in that way. We're just one week together!
Oh oh.
Willow
I widen my eyes and read it again and again and again.
