New Town, New Life (Green Day Fanfic)

20 - Why is the doorknob moving?

I found myself staring at the white ceiling. It was too early to be awake, but I couldn't go back to sleep. It was like four in the morning. I was tired, but not tired enough to go to sleep. Also it was too cold to get out of bed.

Wow, the year went by fast. It was almost the end of the year, just one more year of high school then...then what? Should I go to college? More likely WHEN am I going to college, I mean I want to support the guys. They already have a few songs already and they are hella rad. They actually convinced me to buy one of their recordings of their songs. In my opinion they can actually make good music. I've even seen them play at Gilman a few times. I want to be there for them.

A cool breeze came through the window which sent shivers down my spine. I finally decide to get out of bed, even though it was early. I did everything I needed to do very slowly, trying to make as much time pass by.

I look into the mirror and look at the scar I had on my forehead. Hmm, I'm going to need to cover that up and my eye, which was swollen and had a purple ring around. I check the clock again it now said 6:12 AM still early. I open up the fridge and saw that there was no food. That means I'm going to buy some groceries. I didn't eat breakfast anyways. Shit! I have to work at the diner today.

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The day went by really slow and crappy. There wasn't much business in the diner either. I put the bags of groceries down and I could hear instruments inside. I went into the basement and saw them already there.

"Oh, you finally came home. What took you so long?" Asked Billie

"I had to work today... how did you get inside?"

"You left the door open and we didn't want to wait for you" said Tre in a childish voice, he seemed to be hyper today.

"Okay... well I'm gong to be doing some chores." I say as I walk up the small stairs.

I put the groceries away. Okay, well that done, I should finish some chores. I went into the rooms, they weren't that messy, but could use some cleaning. When I said I was going to do chores, I thought just pick up some clothes from the floor, but the guys made somewhat a mess in the room, so I had to clean it up. Funny thing is that the room Billie slept in was the same room as Jimmy's room. I noticed there was something under the bed. I went over and took out a medium sized wooden box. It had JIMMY carved on top, I open it up and there was a note inside.

'This is for you Joey. Enjoy while you have it. Also something so you can remember for I did for you'

He left this for me, wow so romantic of him. I look into the box and see needles and some other stuff. I also see a plastic filled with a white powder. He left me drugs, doesn't surprise me.

'I was hoping for it to be filled with chocolate and roses and pictures of us...' I say to myself sarcastically, laughing.

I haven't tried any of these, so I should be careful with them. I see another rolled up note, I open it up and it had small paper-like squares. The note said 'TRY ONE' I wasn't sure If I should but I wanted to. I did what the note did but I didn't feel any different, maybe it takes some time to take effect.

"Hey joey we were wondering if we cou--- woah is that what I think it is?" I heard as Door swung open and came in Billie. I try to hide the box but it was no use he had already seen.

"I didn't know you were into drugs."

"I didn't know I was into these drugs" I said more to myself.

"Where'd you get these from?" He asked.

I closed the box and went into my room and put it inside my drawer. Billie followed me into the room.

"Uhh, well, I had a friend he was into this stuff but left. He left behind this box for me to find. Do you know how to use them?"

"Woah, you have some serious shit here, and I'll show you sometime how to do them"

Billie got the box and looked through it, as of he was trying to find something.

He then got up as if he already found what he was looking for.

"I'm going to order some pizza for us to eat!" I say with a fake smile but fades away.

"Yum, pizza."

After a few minutes the pizza came.

"I'll get it!" I yelled.

I could of sworn the living room was moving. I got to the door but couldn't get the doorknob, it kept moving around. I had to get it with both hands to keep it from moving. Mike opened up the door, seeing I was having trouble. He payed the pizza guy and got the pizza.

"Are you okay?" He asked, I couldn't help but laugh.

"You're funny Mike, hahaha" I couldn't stop laughing, I don't know why but it was.

"Woah! Your eyes are huge!" Tre screamed and jumped in front of me.

"Are you on acid?" Asked Mike.

"Yup, and I have some. Want to try some?" Said Billie from behind me.

He gave Mike and Tre the small squared paper.

I sat down on the couch, laughing the whole time.

We spent the rest of time laughing about random shit. I like the feeling had, as I was actually feeling... happy? Yeah, that was how I felt. I started seeing things I didn't understand. I started freaking out about.then I was starting to get panic attacks but the guys were laughing too hard to notice me freaking. Than it would go away, the last thing I about that night was having an argument with tre about unicorns. Something like, I think...

A/N - sorry if I haven't updated much, I've been going through a lot of stress lately and I just haven't had the time to write a chapter.Vote comment and yeah.