6 - Truth

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When I woke up, my head was pounding and-

Wait, where are my clothes!? I couldn't find them.
I look to my right and find Billie snoring.

"Billie. Billie. Biiiiillie wake up!" I tried to wake him.

Oh god, I just met the guy and I already fucked with him. What am I doing with my life.

I found my clothes and quickly dressed. My stomach was turning, I didn't feel well. I ran to the bathroom and threw up.

"You okay." Billie was at the door shirtless, I couldn't help stare at his chest.

"Now you're wake up.Yeah, I just threw up, and now my heads hurting like hell, so yeah. Just peachy!" after I said that I threw up so more.

"Here, this'll make you feel" he gave me a pill and and a glass of water.

"So, um, Joey About yesterday...."

"Billie, yesterday we were both drunk and we weren't thinking right, anyways, I want to be friends with you" I smiled and he seemed relieved.

"Although, did you use.... protection yesterday....?" He shook his head, and had his face was covered with guilt.

Great, that was just great. It didn't matter anyways,

"Can't you be  pregnant "

"Billie we just had sex yesterday, and anyways I can't ....... I can't get pregnant " I whispered the last part, I walked out of door and went to my house, I just left him standing there. I walk into my room sitting down on my bed, I just needed some time to think about what has happened in last few hours.

"Joey, what have I done"

"Well, you got drunk and you slept with the guy, I told you to stay away from him"

"I just can't joey, I needed someone, .... I needed him"

My head had stopped hurting, I went downstairs to eat something.

I remembered parts of what had happened yesterday, with Billie. I not sure what I feel for Billie, I want to be friends with him, but now, I don't think we're going to be able to be friends. Then there is Mike, I feel there is something special about the guy. As if I had known him for life. I decided to take shower cause I smelled like alcohol and my mom would ask why, talking about her, she should be back by now.

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Well, Billie didn't come to talk or anything, neither the guys. Also it was the night, and I was starting to get hungry. I went to the fridge to find nothing inside, great. I guess I have to go to sleep without eating.

I wonder if Billie does care about me, or if I'm just another girl for him.

Then all of sudden I hear the door slam open from downstair.

"Joanna, I'm home!!" Well she sounded as if she was drunk, I went downstairs to check on her, and yup. She was drunk, she even had an empty bottle in her hands.

"Come on mom, we have to get you to bed"

"Why do you call me 'mom', you're not even my daughter"

"What d-do you mean?" I was confused when she said this, did she mean it or, was it just her talking drunk!?

"You were adopted, no one wanted you when you where born, if it wasn't for your 'father', you'd be living on the streets! And the reason we actually came here is because you're brother lives here! I could care less about you." She laughed in my face.

I ran to my room, my heart began racing, tears streaming down my face, and my breathing uneven.

How is this possible, I'm adopted!? That's why she didn't care much about, ever since my father passed away, she seemed as if she was relieved. She didn't care about me, no one has ever, and no one will ever! I'll always be a stray, an outsider that no one cares about!

I ran out side, trying to get away from the place I call home, where the person who I once called mother was just a stranger who put a roof on my head, not even, my father was the one who did that, that person would care less- My thoughts were interrupted crashing into someone. Mike.

He saw my face, looking into my eyes that were filled with tears.

"What's wrong Joey, are you okay?!" He was concerned about me, I just cried, shoving my face into his chest, he let cry on his shirt. I stopped crying and looked up to him.

"What's wrong Joey?"

"I j-just found out t-that I'm adopted" I started to cry again, he picked me up and cradled me, I feel asleep in his arms. I felt secure with him, what if he was my brother. I doubted it, and laughed at the thought.

A/N - so what do you amazing people think about this chapter? So yeah. Well Joanna found out she's adopted! Woah.

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