2 - School

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-Four Days Later-

I woke up to the cold air of the rain. It was a light rain and you can hear it hitting the pavement. I was awake and I knew I wouldn't be able to fall back asleep. The small clock on my drawer said is what 06:10 in bright red light. I decided I would take a shower and get ready for the first day at my new school. I wasn't too happy about it, but it could mean I can make a new school life there.

I was in a new city where I knew nobody. No one knew where I came from and they don't need to know where I came from. The past is the past and can be undone. But I sometimes wish I can change it a bit so I can have a better life.

I took a quick shower and changed, the clock now said 6:21, I looked out my window, looking at a person rapidly walking down the street to get out the rain. I just thought about why he didn't have an umbrella.

I looked at my new room, it had white walls. There was boxes in one of the corners and a small bed on the opposite side. I had a window next to my bed, which was open making me cold. I went to my window and to close it, but I noticed a blue haired boy walking down the sidewalk, with his hood over his head and I just watched him walk down the street until he turned the corner. There was something about him that caught my attention, but I set it aside and made my way downstairs.

It stopped raining so I didn't need to worry about getting wet. I started to make my to school, I was excited yet frightened at the same time.

"Joanna, stop worrying so much. Was the worst that can happen"

"I can get pushed around, get beaten up, and be called names"

"Hey, I'm here so don't worry about a thing, if anything does happen I'll help out"

"Right. It's going to be okay"

I was calmer now and could see the school now. I didn't live too far from the school. The school wasn't much to look at. I made my way to the main office to get my schedule.

"May I help you?"

"Uh, yeah. I'm new here."

"Oh, name please"

"Joanna William"

"Here's your schedule. Give this to your teachers to sign and bring it back at the end of school."

I went to my first classes and gave my schedule to her.

"Class settle down. We have a new student, her name is Joanna William. Make her welcomed and someone please show her the campus after class."

I noticed the boy with blue hair was in this class, and Mrs.Clark pointed to a seat next to him. I sat down I just analyzed his face, but didn't notice I was staring at him.

"Is their something on my face?"

"Huh, oh uh no, I-"

"Don't worry, I know I'm irresistible"

What is that suppose to mean?!

"What, no I ..." I felt my cheeks turning red.

"I'm joking with you" he said then he chuckled which was really cute.

"Mr. Armstrong, right now is not social time, pay attention"

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The day went by fast, I had spent most of the day with... him, I didn't ask his name. Well we had all the same classes and I got to sit next to him in most of them.

He had this crooked smile that so adorable-

Wait am I falling for him?! No, this can't happen. I can't let myself fall.

I was in my room and let myself fall onto my bed, which made me face the ceiling.

" what should I do Joey"

'Well you stay away from that kid, anyways you probably don't have a chance. Just look at yourself, your not that attractive. And remember that one time you thought you found 'love' but whathisface faked it and used you. Always remember that, don't let your emotions get to you'

"I know what happened, I could never forget him. But what if he's different."

I sat up and noticed my razor was on my small drawer. I picked it up and just stared at it.

Then I heard a knock and put it away quickly. I saw my moms head peak inside.

"Joanna, dinners ready"

"Uh, yeah I'll be down in a minute"

She closed the door and I took the razor blade out. I looked at my wrist, you could see the scars I had. I stopped cutting my wrist because my real and only friend noticed and, she supported me, but she died in a car crash and I was left alone at school. Since then I didn't cut my wrist, but I had gotten addicted to cutting. I couldn't help myself and started cutting again, but on my leg. I promised her to stop cutting my arms, but not not my legs.

I put my blade in my drawer and went downstairs to eat dinner.

A/N - so we all know who this blue haired boy is, anywho so the next chapter is going to be mostly about her past but at different times. It's also going to be sad, ugh why is my mind so depressive?!!? Probably because of society, yup it's society.

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