𝗠𝗼̈𝘁𝗹𝗲𝘆 𝗖𝗿𝘂̈𝗲 𝗜𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 {𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 2} 🤍

💚 𝗣𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝗜𝗻 𝗘𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗪𝗮𝘆 {𝗠𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗠𝗮𝗿𝘀}

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Y/N's POV, 1988

I'm in love with Mick Mars, I was in love with him but I've never acted on my feelings... I wanted too... but I just felt like there were better girls out there for him than me.

We'd been friends since the formation of Mötley Crüe as I was Nikki's best friend and had been stuck to the bassist like glue for years at his insistence of course. Ever since Nik called Mick and auditioned him I'd been in awe of Mick, he was so talented it was captivating, the way he played guitar is unlike anyone I've ever known, he was a god.

I loved hanging with him, with all of them- those four boys were my family, really they were- Nikki, Tommy and Vince were like my annoying siblings.

We'd spent last night all at a diner on the strip, which was Vince's idea as he wanted to have some down time with us without music being involved, we'd gone to our regular place to eat... it was strange to be there and not have the guys drown themselves in drugs and alcohol, I was very proud of them though for their recent sobriety and their commitment to it.

I'd been with them practically everyday for weeks, ever since they got out of rehab as we were all incredibly close friends that and Nikki was a clingy fucker and made it his goal to see me or at least talk to me everyday, if that's what it takes to keep him off smack though I'm down for it 100%.

My boyfriend at the current moment wasn't so happy with the amount of time I was spending with the band, he in particular hated Mick and Nikki... but mainly Mick... my boyfriend kinda sussed out my feelings for the guitarist and always makes me feel like I wasn't worthy of being in love with Mick, like I wasn't good enough for him- that he'd never look at me twice.

He was right but it hurts to admit.

David was the name of my boyfriend, I'd met him about 18 months ago at a bar when the boys were on tour and I couldn't go due to work commitments- he was a decent guy but he got so caught up in his jealousy of the Mötley boys that he kinda forgot how to be a boyfriend half the time.

He's accused me of sleeping with Nikki and Vince both of which are false, well... almost... Vince and I did kinda have a one night stand a few years back but it was way before I even met David, he found out about it though because Vince can't keep his mouth shut and now he thinks I'm seeing Vince because it's as 'close to Mick as I'm going to get'.

Yeah, I may be in love with Mick and may have slept with Vince once but I'm not a cheater, it's not worth the repercussions with Dave at all.

Last night before I went to dinner with the guys David grilled me on where I was going as I hadn't mentioned going to dinner with them knowing he'd just be on my ass about it but last night I told him just before I left not wanting to argue when I got back- he yelled at me calling me a whore and a number of other names and literally began throwing shit around.

I had to walk out eventually cause I was going to be late for the boys otherwise, I was off for the rest of the night though, I had my face buried in a book for most of the meal as I find books a good distraction for me from David's jealousy.

Nikki sat next to me and Mick sat opposite me, Tom then sat next to Nikki and Vince next to Mick, Nikki and Vince shared a few concerned glances between each other, even with Mick seems as I was acting out of character- they knew about David's problems with them, I've told Nikki everything so I'm pretty sure he's then told all the others more than I know of too.