𝗠𝗼̈𝘁𝗹𝗲𝘆 𝗖𝗿𝘂̈𝗲 𝗜𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 {𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 2} 🤍

❤️ 𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁? {𝗡𝗶𝗸𝗸𝗶 𝗦𝗶𝘅𝘅}

Disclaimer: Drug abuse.

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Y/N's POV, September 15th 1987

The boys were all chilling after a show in Tommy's hotel room, laughing, joking and drinking- but while they did that I snook away from Nikki and the boys heading back into Nik and I's hotel room.

He'd sent me a curious look but didn't stop me which I was thankful for because I didn't want to have to explain myself to my husband, the reason being is that I was pregnant and I was having a rather awful patch of nausea today, I didn't want Nikki to notice and ask questions so I decided to get out of there as quickly as I could.

Y'know I was both excited and scared when I took the pregnancy test a few days ago, excited because we'd been talking about having kids for a long time... maybe not so much the last few months due to Nikki's increasing dependence on heroin but I was still sure it was something he wanted, I was nervous though because of Nik's drug problem and the effects it could have on our child if we had one.

But the emotion that won out when I saw the two pink lines on the pregnancy test was excitement and unrivalled happiness, we were going to be a family.

Although I felt shitty, I hadn't actually thrown up, I'd taken some paracetamol in hopes that'd help and luckily it did but I had to wait for them to kick in I should have probably gone back sooner because I know Nikki worries about me, even if he is high out of his mind- I better get back to the boys before Nikki asks any questions... I want to tell him but I'll do it when he gets back here later after we've finished hanging with Vince and Tommy.

Just as I was about to head back over to Tommy's hotel room because I felt well enough now to go back over without having to leave suddenly to throw my guts up, as I walk towards the door though I hear the hotel room door unlock and then open, my eyes look in that direction to see my husband enter the room.

Here's my issue. Do I tell him now or wait? I've already known for three days and I was going to tell him tonight anyway... it's probably best I tell him now, isn't it? While we're alone.

Nikki instantly sees me and his eyes light up so I spoke up "Oh, hey Nik, I was just about to come back over" I smiled as the man walked over to me- I felt bad, keeping my pregnancy from him but I couldn't tell him the truth... but I really wanted to tell him the truth and seeing him stood infront of me now... I want to tell him, so bad... you know what? Yeah. Fuck it, he's my husband... it's Nikki... yeah, I'll tell him, why not... we wanted this. Now's probably the best time seems as the boys linger around us like a bad smell, we get hardly any time to ourselves.

Nikki smirked and placed his hands onto my waist "Really? Cause the way you snuck out was almost like you were trynna get away from me"

"Wherever would you get that idea from?" I teased, running a hand through his black hair "I just came back here to er-... do something"

"Which was?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.

"A thing..." I said vaguely.

"Oh, that really helps" he comments while taking a sip from the bottle of Jack Daniels in the right hand walking around to the bed and sitting down on the edge getting rid of his shoes.

"I needed to take some paracetamol" I admitted a slight nervous twinge edging my voice.

"Why? You're not sick are you?" Nikki wonders concerned.