lesbians ✨chaesoo ff✨

Chapter 20

-this chapter takes place a few days after the last chapter!! just clarifying to avoid any confusion haha-

rosé's pov

"Come on, you can do it. Just text her. You got this." I whisper to myself. I'm currently trying to give up the motivation to ask Jisoo on a date. Even though we're in a relationship, I'm still a nervous wreck around her. I still throw my phone after texting her anything remotely "lovey dovey"

After staring at my phone for 3 minutes, I eventually open her name on my messages.

me: heyy are you doing anything tomorrow??

jisoo💗: heyyy! no i'm not doing anything tomorrow. why?

me: okay cool. i wanted to know if you wanted to go out for dinner tomorrow and get sushi?

jisoo💗: i would literally love to do that.

me: okay cool. i will pick u up at a time that i don't know yet. i shall update you later on that front.
me: just to be clear; this is a full on date.

jisoo💗: oh yeah i know lol

'Fuck yeahhh'. I think to myself. I don't need to be scared of putting myself out there. She likes me. So why should she reject me about stuff like that.

I get up from my couch and walk over to the fridge. Opening it, I grab an apple and walk over to the couch again. Just then, my mom opens the front door.

"Oh shit- hey mom." I say. It's been like 3 weeks since I last saw her. She looks different. Healthier. Happier. She smiles at me.

"Hey, hon. I know you're probably wondering where I've been. I would have told you, but I was worried that you would be embarrassed or freaked. And me suddenly taking off definitely wouldn't have seemed out of character for me."

She spews out. I nod my head in agreement. "Yeah I wasn't really surprised. But you're back. Where exactly were you?" I ask, kinda spooked. She smiles softly.

"I was at rehab and a care facility. When your dad took off, I spiraled and had to be taken in. They realized how lost I was and how high I was. They found me, thank god." She pauses and looks around. "Looks like they payed the bills like they said they would."

My mouth falls open. "Holy hell. That's a lot. Are you okay?" I ask, beckoning her over to the couch. She laughs. "I'm fine. I should be asking if you're okay. I was already a shitty mother and then I up and leave you. I'm ready to be a good mother. But If I ever start acting like I used to, call the number on the fridge." She says.

"Okay. I will. Oh and uh, I'm going on a date tomorrow. I thought I should let you know before hand." I confess. She nods her head "Ok, thanks for letting me know. What's his name?" She asks.

I pause. Contemplating if I should tell her.
"Her name is Jisoo Kim." I say, while standing up. I walk toward the kitchen for a glass of water to calm my nerves. I can't believe I just did that. My mom follows me.

"It's a girl? Why didn't you tell me?" She's curious. I laugh to myself. "Maybe because you and dad were always homophobic. At least dad was, so I figured you would be too. And the way you reacted when Jisoo came over that one time. I was scared." I admit.

My mom looks at me. "I want you to understand something. While I don't fully understand being gay, I will try my best to support you. I wasn't myself back then." She gives me an awkward hug and walks to her room.

I'm left in the kitchen, wondering what the fuck just happened.

I grab my phone and call Jennie.
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hey y'all! long time no see. i know this chapter is coming out of nowhere and it's a lot of drama and new stuff, but i wanted some tea.

a lot of stuff has happened to me recently. i finally got a gf, and i really like her so that's fun. i also just got my wisdom teeth removed.

there will be a sushi date chapter later today for valentine's day. i'm actually going on a sushi date with my gf today bc we both love sushi.