lesbians ✨chaesoo ff✨

chapter 6

rosé's pov

I wake up 2 hours later with a fast beating heart and blushing. Welp that happened.

I sit up and realize that I'm starving so I get out of bed and run downstairs to make a sandwich. It's 8 o'clock and my mom is typing on her computer at the table.

I sigh and open the fridge, wanting to make this sandwich and get the hell out of here. You see... the thing with having homophobic parents when you're gay is the fact that.. you kinda hate their guts.

The fact that if they ever found out I'm gay, they would hate me and disown me, makes me angry beyond belief. Like the love they have for me, is conditional. And it fucking sucks.

I grab the stuff out of the fridge and slap the turkey, cheese, mayo and mustard in between two pieces of bread and run back upstairs. I hear my mom yelling for me but I just ignore her and run upstairs.

I walk into my room and sit at my desk to angrily stuff the sandwich in my face. Grabbing my phone, I tap on Jisoo's number and decide to stupidly send her a text.

rosé: uh, hello..

Less than 5 seconds later, Jisoo replies.

jisoo: hii rosé! how are you?

rosé: tbh, really shitty, how ab you?

jisoo: hmm i'm doing alright. i finished my homework so i'm watching netflix.

jisoo: why are you shitty? is everything okay??

rosé: idk it's just... i'm thinking about a lot of things.. sometimes i feel so alone. i know i have jennie but sometimes it feels like i can't come to her for the serious stuff. and my parents don't support anything i do.

rosé: wow i'm sorry that came out of no where.. i didn't mean to dump all that on you.

jisoo: it's okay! i get it. i'm the same way with lisa. and my parents are supportive most of the time, but sometimes they just make me so angry because they say stupid things for no reason.

jisoo: you're not alone. i know we just really met but you can always talk to me.

rosé: thank you so much. that means a lot, you have no idea. you can always come to me as well.

jisoo: thank you ❤️

I turn off my phone and sigh. Jisoo has my back... I hope.

I get a text from mom letting me know she's going to bed and to sleep soon. But as an insomniac, that's never gonna happen.

I grab some clothes for tomorrow and pack my backpack. I'm gonna take Jisoo to a cat cafe to tutor her tomorrow. Less stressful, more open and there's cats. It's a win-win situation.

I watch gay short films on youtube all night, eventually falling asleep. As I sleep, I get this mix between butterflies and a gut wrenching anxiety in my stomach. I hope it goes away by tomorrow.
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hey... i'm updating after a shitty day so you're welcome.

hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day so i can write those cat cafe chapters quickly.

bye beauties ❤️