Partners In Our Own Crime| BEING EDITED

17.A Great New Start

"Of course."

She stepped aside, her lips pressed tightly together. Well, she had the answer to her question; he'd definitely left Amara. But the real question is: was it for me?. Her chest had began to tighten. Their conversations never really went well. And she was not ready for another blow up between them. She wanted him. She was ready. She knew this. But still, a tiny part of her was afraid. Of course she had a reason to be...considering their past.

She couldn't just assume, though. She didn't even know why he was here. He could've stopped by to say goodbye. Or to resolve everything so he could move on with his life, without her.

Or that was all just in her head.

Either way, she was scared of the outcome of all this.

It wasn't until he'd walked completely in that she snapped out of her thoughts.

"So?" She closed her door, turning to meet his eyes.

"I...I came to apologize." She let out a light laugh.

"For what?" He bit the inside of his cheek.

"You know what."

"I want you to say it," he looked away.

"Olivia," his voice had been soft.

"I'm serious, apologize sincerely, not those little pitiful ones you've been giving," she spat. She wasn't angry—well, not as angry as she had been before—but she hadn't forgotten how bad he'd scarred her.

"Let's not pretend that you haven't hurt me as well, we've both played a part in this." His eyes met hers again, his voice being hard.

She shrugged, "I never said that I didn't have a part in this, still doesn't make my hurt feel any less painful."

"I get that."

"How about," she started, "we have an actual conversation...instead of going back and forth about who's wrong. Because truth be told, we're both very wrong."

"Okay," he agreed, "I'll start."

He took a seat on her couch, and she took the spot next to him, scooting over a bit to create a space between them.

"I am sorry, Olivia," he whispered out, "I'm human....I make mistakes. And I've tried all I could to fix them. I'm no saint...I know that. But I would be—i am willing to fix what I've broken."

He glanced over at her, her face still and her eyes looking towards the ground.

"I...would like to give you that chance," she finally looked up at him, "and I am sorry as well. Me running away from you never solved anything...it only hurt the both of us. And I never want to put you or me in that situation again. I'm tired of running."

She took a breath, "I want you, and everything that comes with it. And running away from you, and my feelings will never get me what I want."

He grinned. It was a light grin and a bit kiddish. This moment hadn't been emotional...just peaceful. It felt good to have closure. And it felt good to finally be able to move on. And this time they'd be moving on together.

It felt like an reward for all the years of pain.

She hadn't known what would happen from there, but she knew it was a new start, a great new start.

"Does this mean...?" She held his gaze.

"Yes."

A small grin came, him taking her hand, "I'm ready to be with you....that is if you're ready."

"Yes!" She closed her tightly after the squeal and snorted, "sorry...I got excited."

Spencer chuckled, "it's alright."

"I'm excited too, for...many things," his hands went up her thighs, his eyes staring into hers. She smirked.

"What...other things?" She whispered, her breath heavy.

"This." His lips met hers, his hands wrapping tightly around her waist, his nails pressing into her back as he did.

Like I said, a great start.

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Her nails clawed at his back, her moans filling his ears like a soft tune. She had her legs spread, him in between them, stroking her slowly.

Her eye lids hooded, and staring up at him. He leaned down, his lips bringing her in for a kiss. She wanted him fast and hard, but he wanted to take his time. This hadn't been the first time they'd been together like this. But still he wanted to explore her, take her in. And she let him.

After three years after not having her, she could understand.

"Just...like that," she whimpered, her walls clenching around him. She was close to releasing. It only made him speed up, burying his face in the side of her neck, encouraging her release.

"Right there, baby," her breath hitched as she let her soft moans ring in his ear. She knew what that did to him. And she loved to watch the affect it had on him.

"Liv," he groaned, pushing deeper.

"Hmm?" Her eyes were now shut, and her mouth was parted.

"Let me hear you scream," he growled, his cock buried deep inside of her. His hand made his way to her clit, rubbing faster by the second.

"Fuck," a moan of his name came after her loud scream as she released around him. It hadn't took long for him to cum inside of her, groaning when he did. She let him roll off of her, pulling her in his arms after.

His eyebrow raised when she pulled away. Her low eyes on him, as she lifted the sheet.

"Liv...what're you doing?" She kept quiet, just let her hand glide across his bare chest. Her head disappeared under the sheet, her lips soon wrapping around his thick cock.

"Mm, fuck," as her mouth pulled him in, he let his eyes close, fucking her mouth slowly. She let her fingers run down her slit as she sucked him, letting his hips grind into her mouth. She wanted all of him. She didn't want to stop until he released into her mouth. And she intended to achieve that goal.

So as she kept sucking him, she dipped her fingers inside her own warmth, letting his cock fuck her mouth as she let her fingers thrust inside her slowly.

"Liv....I'm gonna cum," he managed to get out, taking his lip in between his teeth, feeling her wet mouth take him deeper.

"Cum in my mouth," she whispered, which only triggered his release. Ropes of cum being shot into her warm mouth. She slid the sheet off, coming up.

He was in a daze. He watched as she cleaned her mouth off as it dripped of his cum. How she straddled him, and brought her wet lips down to his mouth. A sloppy kiss, while she stroked him with her hands.

"Can't get enough?" He smirked at her.

Her hands gripped his cock, and she whispered into his mouth, "not at all."

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A/N: Sorry for the wait. I haven't been in the head space to edit this chapter. Or to write in general. But I hope you liked this, and the other chapters of my new books.

Hopefully I can update this one again today, or maybe tomorrow.

I guess we'll see.