Good or Bad

Chapter 10

Authors note~
Yes. That is Yuya Matsushita. That is Mamoru Miyano. Yes. I ship them. Reason: none whatsoever. Continue reading. Btw I forgot to mention this but I posted this up for a watty award under the Rin Matsuoka category. So please continue voting.
Luvya~

"You can check your work by substituting x with 35.7" Makoto instructed. The events from the previous weekend left me distracted. I haven't seen Rin since Sunday, and no one has informed me if he was okay or not.

"Hiro...Hiro" Makoto waved a hand in front of my face.

"Huh" I snapped out of my thoughts.

"Were you even listening to me" he asked.

"Sorry" I said embarrassed. He sighed and ruffled my hair.

"You're thinking about the accident aren't you" he said. I nodded and he gave me a caring smile. "He's fine, he just has a sprain. He'll be better soon" he comforted me.

"You're right, besides I should focus more on studying" with that we continued with math. My mind kept replaying the scenes from that day over and over, I wasn't able to focus on functions and equations.

*flashback*

"What do you have in mind" he gave a toothy grin.

"Bring your board tomorrow and we'll have a race down that same hill from when we were kids" I said. He thought for a moment then replied.

"All right, tomorrow then" with that he left Gou and I to our sleepover. Which was basically talking about hot celebrities (Yuya Matsushita, Mamoru Miyano, Aoi Shouta, GACKT, GD). Also discussing our plans for the summer training camp (*foreshadowing*).
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Rin and I met at the top of the hill the next morning. I wore a red skater dress that matches Rin's finally normal hair color. He came wearing a black tank, windbreaker and jeans plus the trainers we bought him on the shopping trip. He looked me up and down before smirking.

"Is that the dress I bought you?" he asked. "You look cute" he said and took off his windbreaker. Not only did him calling me cute make me blush like crazy, but also the fact that his tank showed off his arms and...cleavage. Dammit Rin.

"If I win you have to be my servant for a week" he said.

"And if I win" I asked.

"You can still serve me" he said with a lopsided grin. I playfully punched his shoulder.

"I get to braid your hair and dress you up-"

"Sounds fine" he interrupted. I smirked knowingly, I would win. Hiroki Yui Nanase doesn't lose.

Gou counted us down, both Rin and I were determined to win.

"Go" Gou said (lol). We both pushed off and started riding down the hill. The sensation was nice, the wind in my face and howling in my ears. It never gets old. I, per usual, got to the bottom first.

I heard a yell from behind me and I looked up the hill to see Rin face first on the pavement. I quickly ran up to him and put his head on my lap.

"Oh my god Rin are you okay" I asked. He coughed and looked at me through half closed eyes.

"Hiro...this is it for me...at least..." he whispered to me.

"At least what" I asked, tears threatening to flow. Rin can't die, not when I've won.

"At least I finally got to see up your skirt" he said then closed his eyes and died in my arms.

"RIN FUCKING MATSUOKA. DON'T FUCKING DIE ON ME MAN, I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU DIE" I yelled at the smirking red-head....wait. Dead people don't smirk...do they? He started laughing then opened his eyes and rolled around on the road cracking up.

"You better fucking die laughing, Matsuoka" I cursed through gritted teeth.

"Ow" he said, then clutched his leg. Nope he's not fooling me again. "Hiro, I think I seriously hurt something" he looked at me with serious eyes.

"YES! FEEL MY PAIN YOU FUCKER" I cheered standing up. Rin sweat-dropped. While I was laughing at Rin's pain like a true friend Gou came and called the hospital.

*end*

I haven't seen Rin since then, I hope it was nothing permanent. Makoto is helping me study for exams. Gou said she would call me once Rin was better.

"Hiro, please stop thinking about Rin. I want what's best for you, and right now you need to study and save your grades" Makoto chastised me. I solemnly nodded and went back to my English book. Luckily I could pass this test easily.

Before I could continue forming sentences my phone started playing Diva by Beyonce, a ringtone I have set for Rin. I quickly dashed for my tote bag and answered the phone.

"Rin" I said over excitedly, c'mon Hiro play it cool. "Uh...sup" I said in my best Rin impersonation. Typically Rin would laugh at my attempts to be cool, but strangely there was no laughter.

"Cut the shit, Hiro, I know you did it" he growled at the other end.

"What are you talking-"

"You loosened the wheels on my board so it would fall apart and you could win. I knew you were competitive but that was a bit too much, don't ya think" he said. I was confused, I didn't touch Rin's board at all, how could he think it was me. "Don't try denying, I have a witness" he said.

"Rin, how could you think I would do something so underhanded. You tell me to trust you yet you don't even trust me. Do you honestly think I would purposely hurt you in order to win. You saw how shocked I was when you pretended to die" I argued. The hurt was apparent in my voice. He sighed and was quiet for a moment.

"Hiro...I wanna believe you but-"

"You don't believe me?! Well you know what, fuck you Rin Matsuoka" I yelled angrily into the phone and hung up. There was an awkward silence between Makoto and I. I decided to pick up my things and go back home.

"I'll see you later Makoto" I dismissed myself from his room before he grabbed my hand and pulled me back into a hug. He rested his chin on my head.

"Hiro...let it out" he whispered and brushed the few strands of hair out of my face. I smiled then nuzzled into his chest. Shortly after I began crying softly about Rin. Makoto started petting my hair comfortingly.

I don't need Rin anyway, I have guys like Makoto who actually trust and care about me. Rin should've died at that hill.