More Than Enough || Toru Oikawa X Reader

|80| You're Beautiful

[WARNING: PG18]

[IN THIS CHAPTER THERE WILL BE SOME TOUCHY-TOUCHY. RUB-RUB AND KISSY-KISSY AS WELL AS HICKEY-HICKEY.]

[I AM NOT THE BEST AT THESE SORT OF THINGS SO PLEASE BEAR WITH ME! SOME OF YOU HAVE ASKED FOR THIS. IT'S NOT FULL ON SMUT, THAT'S ANOTHER CHAPTER ;) BUT LET'S SAY HALF SMUT.]

[I HOPE IT'S UP TO EXPECTATION.]

[IF YOU WISH TO NOT READ THIS, THEN SKIP IT.]

[YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED]

[ OKAY, BACK TO STORY :] ]

Toru kept his hands on your waist, sometimes he would move it up to your back but he avoided your behind and thigh as this was meant to distract you and I guess to make you feel better. It's working however, because you moved on top of him and the kiss getting heated, he's having a hard time holding back.

He admits there have been times he just want to pin you down and please you but he isn't one to force it. He wants it to come natural. Before he thought you were a virgin so he wanted everything to be perfect for you. 

Something as sex is what he wanted to do with you in the future, when you're ready but knowing about how you have been abused, raped, beaten, hurt... Just knowing for a fact that simple little touches can bring you memories or just flashbacks you hate is something he's strongly trying to avoid.

He doesn't want you to be scared which is why he's being very careful. He doesn't want bring any unpleasant flashbacks. He wants to help you and is willing to wait. He wants to treat like a treasure.

You're fragile at the moment and until you can stand tall and proudly, he will protect you and promise to never hurt you.

But sometimes his body had its mind of its own.

You giggle in the kiss and back up a little, "You're quite easy, aren't you?" you ask as you felt his member up and awake.

"I'm sorry," Toru apologizes as he covers his face with his hands. The scene is similar of what happened a few hours ago.

You giggle once again, "You're cute," you compliment as you sit up on his lap. 

"Stop. Please," Toru says in embarrassment, "It's a normal reaction," he tells you which made you laugh. You lay your head on his shoulder while laughing, "Seriously? What do you expect? Like I have this hot chick on top of me, kissing me and who so happens to also be my girlfriend, AKA, the love of my life," he says cheesily and you laugh once again.

Toru smiles and chuckle a little. He moves his hand to your face, gently moving your hair and placing a peck on your forehead, "How are you feeling?" he ask, ignoring his little issue down there and focusing on you. Even though your bottom is touching it and little movements you do is just begging for it to be set free, he does his best to ignore it and focus on how you're feeling as you were the one that was crying a while back,

"I made you cry..." you whisper as you gently touch under his eyes. Toru goes to hold your hand and move it to your lips to place a soft kiss on it.

"You went through something horrible, (Name)," he softly says. You crying and telling him what happened to you is a moment he never wants to see again. He just hates seeing you cry, "I wished I was there. I wish I was there to comfort you. To protect you and tell you that you're safe... I hate how that bastard hurt you... How he made you feel. How he hurt the people you care for just to get to you. I hate what he did to you because you don't deserve any of it. You're a victim no matter what anyone says and even though he only got fifteen years, once he's out and if he tries to get you, I can promise you that I will never let him near you or anyone you care for. You're safe," he promises which made you smile.