𝒮𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝐼𝓃 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒲𝑜𝑜𝒹/𝒷.𝑒

𝑅𝑜𝒸𝓀 𝒫𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈

Troians pov:
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-•1 month later•-
Am I doing this? Am I really doing this? Will I be okay? Will Bailey and Dianna? Will Billie?

"Time do go sweetheart."

I can't believe I'm doing this... I think to myself, sitting silently in the edge of my bed, waiting for Bailey whos taking me to the airport... I just don't wanna cause anymore scenes... I don't wanna put more stress on Billie. I know that one incident I had, left Billie scared... I don't wanna do that again. And the worse part is I can't control it... i scared everyone that night. I'll never forgive myself.

I let out a breath and grab my two huge suitcases with sooooo many outfits and shit inside, and take the elevator down stairs.

Once I'm down, Bailey and I get in the car. The ride there is silent... but in my head of course it wasn't. It was loud right now. Far from peaceful. I was being yelled at.

I clench my eyes close. "Shut up." I whisper, looking into the window after, feeling baileys eyes on me for a brief second... you'd think everyone would be used to this happening by now, but if I'm being honest, I don't think it's someone anyone in my life will be completely used to. That's okay though.

After about an hour or so of driving, Bailey drops me off at the airport.

I'm gonna be completely honest here, I'm scared about being alone. Like, I know I meeting Finneas there but he doesn't get there until later so I'll be alone in the airport for a good hour... I could've came later but I mostly got here early to calm my nerves before getting into the plane.

Bailey walks me in and everything, then leaves with a "I'll see you in a week, sweetheart. I love you." Everything took a lot longer than expected so I have another 20 minutes till Finneas gets here.

I can't believe Finneas is going through all this trouble for me. I literally love him.

I sit down, beginning to feel anxious now that o was occupied with anything. My foot was tapping against the floor over and over. I got this.

It was surprisingly quiet. Surprisingly.

My phone dinged, and I jumped slightly.

I chuckle at myself.

"I'm here." I read out loud from my home screen from Finneas. "Oh god." I respond with "where are you" and stand up, looking around.

"Troy! Hey, over here!" That comforting familiar voice yells from across the way.

My heart beats quickly as I run up to him, jumping into his arms.

"Finny!" I squeal, hugging him tightly.

He picks me up, bear hugging me.

"Ehhhh. Breathing is mandatory to live." I say sounding as squeezed as I was.

Finneas laughs and puts me down, I catch my breath and laugh shaking my head.

"God, how have you been Troy? Billies been miserable without you." Finneas chuckles, as we walk back to my seat.

"I've been okay! I think I have some stubble growing! Feel." I say excitingly, point to the back of my neck.

"What?! No way." Finneas laughs, touching my head.

"Hmmm, I feel something for sure! Are you still on your medication?" He asks.

"Smaller doses for the last two months." I smile brightly.