"Let's free our minds for now"
"Yan ba talaga ang gusto mo?" tanong niya
Tumango ako, I made up my mind and kung ipapatuloy ko pa 'to mas lalong masasaktan ako kakaisip sa mangyayare sakaniya pag wala na ako sa mundo
He hugged me and kissed my lips, "I'll always love you, Sasi" he said
Umalis na siya't kinuha na ang mga gamit niya, I was wondering why he was so calm pero wala na naman kami so I have no rights for him anymore, neither he doesn't have any rights for me
I can rarely breath but I built myself together, kinuha ko lang yung tube para makahinga ako
I guess that was it, Liam will always be the best part of my life
"Happy birthday, Sasi! Happy birthday, Sasi"
It's my birthday and it's been a month without Liam, I sure do hope he moved on
"Make a wish na Sasi" utos ni Ean
I made a wish and blew the candle, cheers for another year
That means I have 4 or 9 years more to live, I don't want to think about it
"Kain na kayo" kuya was holding a plate full of lechon
At dun kumain na sila, everyone was happy, I was happy
"So, anong wish mo?" tanong sakin ni Jelaine
I smiled at her "It's a secret, dapat ako lang makakaalam"
"Daya, pero sige" she replied
I went out of the room and went to the roof top, I wanna be alone for once
"Hmm, fresh air" Ganda pala pagmag isa
"Sana ganito nalang palagi" I sighed
"It can't be like this always but if you're with me, I'll make it possible"
Lumingon ako nakita ko si Liam, he was holding an hour-glass shaped glass with red wine
"Sabi ko naman sayong hinding hindi kita iiwan" he said
He hugged me tight, I guess he hasn't move on yet
"Give me another shot sasi, I don't want us to end"
Naaawa ako sakanya, I still do love him but I can't
If we continue this, I can't stop thinking about him hurting if I die
My days are counted, I'm gonna die soon, my conscience can't handle it
"It's better this way, Liam" I explained
"I guess I'll be leaving then"
Leave? What does he mean by that?
"Leave?" I asked
"Doon na kami sa amerika titira, doon ako magtatapos ng pag-aaral"
My heart broke into pieces hearing those words, he's leaving for good
But I'm happy for him, now he can start a new life without me
He can freshen his mind and forget about all the things that hurt him, and forget about me
"That's good for you, be happy there" bilin ko
Hinigpitan niya ang yakap niya habang umiiyak, I'm hurt but I tried my best to stay calm and to not cry
"Is this what you really want, sasi?" he asked
"There are somethings worth, suffering for" I gave him a smile
"Mahal na mahal ko pa siya, Jelaine" I call jelaine whenever I feel alone, I don't wanna bother Ean
"Do you know? he's leaving this afternoon"
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng narinig yun, I need to stop him
Pumunta ako sa airport, I need to find him
"Kuya? Have you seen this guy po?" tanong ni Ean sa Guard
Yes, Kine, Jelaine, Ean, and Drew helped me, I need him now
Naglakad ako patungong international area, at dun nakita ko siya
"LIAM!" sigaw ko
He was surprised when he saw me
Niyakap ko siya nang mahigpit, ayaw ko siyang pakawalan
"I'm sorry, please stay" I cried
He hugged me back and kissed my forehead, he was crying
"Wait for me" he said
Tumango ako, I will wait even if forever doesn't exist
"I love you, my Liam"
I can rarely breathe when I said that, my heart was aching
My heart broke to pieces when he walked away, waving at me
I can read his lips saying, "I love you and only you"
Help me to wait for you, give me strength
"Happy new year!"
It's been a year and a half since Liam left, my years are getting shorter
"So, nagawa mo na ba yung first na nilista mo sa bucket list mo?" Kine asked
"No, it's impossible" sagot ko
Kine, Jelaine, Drew and Ean stayed with me simula noong umalis si Liam
We live in the same house for almost a year now, we started living together 4 months since Liam left
Liam and I haven't been talking for a while, I don't want to bother him
"Wala namang imposible Sasi" Jelaine said
"Yun lang kung dumating si Liam dito ngayon" sabi ni drew
Sinamaan siya ng tingin ni Jelaine at tsaka hinampas
"Sabi ni Liam uuwi siya, kaya yun ang paniniwalaan ko" sabi ko
"Eh kailan nga ba?" drew asked, "Kaya mo ba Sasi?"
I nodded "I will wait even after I die"
Everything became silent, their faces turn down
"Bakit kayo biglang sumimangot?" I asked
"Pwede bang hindi nalang muna natin 'yan pag-usapan? Let's just go with the flow, it's new year we should be happy" sabi ni Jelaine
I don't know what's the big deal about that topic, I mean I accepted that I'll die 20/40 years before they do
I was walking down our university's hall when I heard a male's voice called me
"Ms. Cassia?"
His face is familiar, I don't think I know him
"Sino ka?" I asked
"You don't know me yet, but you will soon" he smirked
Is he a stalker? Rapist? MURDERER?
"Can you leave me alone?" sambit ko
"Hindi kita type at kung may plano kang ligawan ako puwes hindi pwede, may inaantay ako" dagdag ko pa
He laughed and crossed his shoulders, he looks like a bad boy type
"I'm so glad I found you"
Hi luvs, its your girl rain. I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter, can't wait for you to finish! This is my first story sorry for my wrong grammars and apostrophes.
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They Call Me Sasi ( Series 1 )
RomanceSaadi Macy Cassia, also known as Sasi, is an average girl who is longing for a mother's love. Life for her isn't the fantasy life but she's been living a royal-like kingdom when she met her one and only, greatest love Liam. Lierson Mair Hades, also...
