They Call Me Sasi ( Series 1 )

EPILOGUE

"Nak, wala na si papa mo"

Ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko ng nalaman na, wala na si Papa

He had a heart attack, he left me again

I went inside and sat on the bed, processing what mom said

Sasi went in our room, crying

Mas lalo pang bumigat yung pakiramdam ko ng marinig kung ano ang sinabi niya

"Itigil na natin to"

"Hindi ako papayag"

Sasi wants to end our relationship all of a sudden

Am I not enough? Do I have to do more?

"Pagod nako, ayaw ko na, ayaw kitang masaktan" she said

I'm aware that I'll get hurt because of her sickness, but I never said I'd give up

I don't want her to die and be hurt, I want to help and bew with her now, while she's still alive

"Is this what you want?" I nervously asked

"yes" she replied

I left our house and went to a bar near by

I don't know what to do, I actually don't

I've lost two people today, I've lost then unexpectedly

"Are you okay?"

A girl came to my table, she was short, long hair, blue eyes, and white skin

"I saw you from across the room and I'm really worried because you're all alone" she explained

Is she flirting with me?

"Shayen" she smiled

"Liam" I replied

We had a conversation and I've heard that she's going to States tomorrow, good for her

"Hello?" My mom called me

"Anak, come home na, pack your things because we're leaving tomorrow afternoon" sabi niya

Well, wala na naman akong maiiwan pa dito kaya agad akong umuwi at nag impake

I'll always love you, Sasi

I guess that was it, I'm gonna miss her

"Merry christmas, Liam!"

It was my first christmas without Sasi, I miss her already

"Wine?" Shayen asked

"No thank you"

"Still thinking of her?" tanong niya

Shayen knows how much I love Sasi, she's my first and the greatest one

"Bakit di mo siya tawagan? I-text? I'm sure she'll reply" she suggested

Ayaw ko siyang maabala, I know she's busy with her college life

She's the only girl I love, I will marry her mark my words

"I can't breathe, love"

She fainted, I panicked

Agad ko siyang dinala sa sasakyan at pumunta ng ospital

I don't want to lose her now, never again

"Can I talk to you hijo?" the doctor asked

We went outside to talk about something, I'm afraid of what he will say

"She has 3-2 years left, she's the strongest person I knew with heart failure"

"Let her do everything she wants to do while you have time" dagdag niya pa