Unexpected

Seventeen - Be Mine?

Seventeen - Be Mine?

Violet Mae POV

Spring break.

I'm huge now, and luckily, everyone at school has heard the rumors about me being pregnant, so there's no reason to hide it.

Shawn and I haven't hung out in a while, but we FaceTime every night. I usually fall asleep on FaceTime, but nevertheless, we still mostly talk every night.

I miss him, I miss his presence, since it usually really calms me and makes me feel safe.

Hell, I don't know how he makes me feel.

I really like him, a lot, but I'm not sure how to tell him. I'm scared that I'll say something, and he won't feel the same and then I'll feel stupid.

But he volunteered to help me with my baby. He's gotta like me at least a little bit, eight?

I'm telling him. Screw my fears.

***

"What's wrong?" Shawn asks as I sit beside him on his bed, looking at the floor.

I stay silent, making him worry more and he gently puts his arm around my shoulders and pull me closer, holding me against his side.

"Is everything okay? You seem to be unusually silent right now."

I shrug. "I...I have something to tell you, but I'm scared."

"Why are you scared?" He moves me so he can see my face. "Is it something bad?"

"Uh...no? Not necessarily. At least I don't think so."

He chuckles. "Then tell me. What's on your mind?"

"I maybe kinda sorta like you," I say under my breath, hoping that he heard it.

"Huh? What was that?" He jokingly asked.

"I know you heard me, jerk."

He laughs. "I don't think I did, princess. Mind repeating?"

I shake my head. "You heard me."

"You're right, I did." He turns serious. "You like me?"

I nod.

"For how long?"

I shrug. "I honestly have no idea, but a while. I've liked you for a while."

He smiles and gently pulls me into him, as to not startle me and to also be careful not to hurt the baby. "Is that so, beautiful?"

I blush and nod. Words are non-existent at this point.

Without a word, he pulls me in for a kiss, a long and soft one.

It wasn't my first kiss, but it was my first kiss with Shawn and that's how I wish my very first kiss went. Long and sweet, enough to make my heart beat fast and melt at the same time.

When he pulled away, I could hear my heart pounding in my ears, causing me to blush.

"I really like you too, Violet. Have since you bumped into me in the hall. But I've grown to like you even more as the time goes by. Now I honestly think I'm madly in love with you right now. And I don't know how it happened."

My smile grows bigger as he says these things. He makes me happy.

"Violet, will you be my girlfriend?"

I nod aggressively. Words are still non-existent, but my brain can still form answers.

His smile grows as he pulls me in for another kiss. This one even longer than the first one, and hotter.

Way hotter.

We pull away and he pulls me onto his lap, still being careful of the baby, and just holds me. Holds me like he would if I wasn't pregnant with my ex's kid.

And the fact that I'm pregnant with another guy's kid and yet Shawn still wants to be with me surprises me.

I really, really like him, and if he can still be with me while I'm having someone else's baby, he can probably still be with me through anything.

"You're amazing, Violet," he whispers in my ear. "Absolutely fucking amazing."

I just smile and hug him tighter, not wanting to let go.

Maybe this is what falling in love feels like.

I thought I love Jacob at the time, but right now, with Shawn, feels different. So, so much different.

And it's a scary and wonderful feeling all at the same time.

It's a feeling I never want to let go of, no matter what.

"I'm so lucky to have met you, Violet Mae Ross," he says, kissing the top of my head.

I look up and kiss his lips. "I'm even luckier, Shawn Miller."

And that's how we spent the next few hours, just kissing and holding each other until he drove me back home and I got left alone with my thoughts.

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Heyyyyy. Long time no see, and I'm sorry. I really am. I lost motivation, then I was grounded, and then I lost more motivation. The chapter is also shorter but that's okay. It's better than nothing lol. Also, more for me than you guys, when Violet found out she was pregnant, she was about 2 months along, and now she is about four so she has five more months to go. Okay, I'm gonna go work on the next chapter byeeeeeeee.