We've been in Australia for a month now and honestly it's been one heck of a crazy month. The girls and I have grown closer to the boys then we ever could've imagined. From an outsiders point of view people seem to think we're dating but for now we're just like a big group of best friends. Although I do think what happens behind closed doors between Lauren and Michael, Courtney and Luke is defiantly way more than just friends-just saying!
Even though we're having so much fun over here and I couldn't have wished to be doing it with anyone else the one problem is searching for jobs, the girls and I seem to be struggling but we're hopeful something will come up soon. I mean who doesn't want to hire a charming English girl?
(Credit to laurichards for writing that for me to help me get started, go read her books!!!)
Since living in Australia for the past month Ashton has been taking me out on casual dates from time to time to 'get to know each other' a bit more like we discussed the night before our flight, when we revealed our feelings to one another. I am going at a slow pace because I just want to know it's right and not put my everything into mine and Ashton's relationship (if you'd like to call it that) to get hurt and left. I admit I am playing hard to get because I don't want him thinking I'm easy, no way, I mean I'm not easy anyway. I'm not that type of girl to fall straight into bed with someone, maybe it's because I haven't had a boyfriend before so all my senses are on alert, protecting me from danger when there might not even be any or it could just simple be I'm not the type to show all my emotions at once. Or both, that could be a possibility.
(Sorry guys this chapter is short and sweet but I promise there will be drama happening real soon I had to do this to build it up x )
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