Before this starts :Hello there! My introduction won't post so i'm typing it out again.
My name is moss, I'm a 15 year old trans male who goes by he/they! Suprise suprise i'm the one who wrote this organised mess. So enjoy!
Warnings are placed in appropriate places, such as
@bus3 (lots of it, it's the main focus of this book)
D3grading
m@nipulating
panic attacks
anxiety
self h@rm
mentions of an ED.If i find any more I will update this list.
BEGINNING STORYLINE HEAVILY INSPIRED BY eeeriie (I CAN FINALLY GIVE CREDS NOW OMD I LOST THE ACCOUNT)
Please take care when reading as this book goes into a lot of detail about these topics <3
Your POV
I woke up to a loud bang in the kitchen, I slowly rubbed my eyes and climbed out of bed and out into the hallway. I looked over the banister and out into the kitchen to see Dream dropped the pans and had made cereal instead. I laugh and walk down the stairs and he turned around, startled a little by my sudden appearance.
"Oh- uhm morning"
"Morning Dream"
"Did I wake you up?" He asks uncertainly. I shake my head. He takes that as a good enough answer even though I lied and gently pushes a bowl towards me. I slowly begin to eat as he explains his plans for the day. He'd always been really strict with me and the rules of the house & SMP, so i didn't really care what he was doing. Apparently he was going to meet Sapnap and George. They were really my only friends if you'd consider them that, since I was sixteen and they were both in their twenties. I left the breakfast table after saying goodbye to Dream and went to change. I put on a simple blue jumper with a tennis skirt and white shoes and just hung around the house, not entirely sure what to do. Then it hit me. I could leave and he wouldn't know. I thought about the consequences and what Dream could do to me, after a while of thinking I decided I probably shouldn't. I planned on it one day, but thought i'd have to plan the whole thing out first.Heading back upstairs I slid my watch onto my wrist and just read my books for the rest of the day. The one I was reading at the moment was 2 people from different families who hated each other fell in love. I wasn't sure what love felt like, since Dream never told me about it. I didn't get much adult talk from him. I planned on it before I left the house when he wasn't home. I'd planned out my day as follows :
6;30am - get up and get dressed
7am - have breakfast
7;30am - Dream leaves
8am - Hang around
9am - Leave home
6pm - return
7pm - Dream due home
7;45pm - eat dinner
10pm - sleeprepeat if want to sneak out again
I thought it was pretty good, I wasn't sure what to expect when I left for the first time. I'd considered asking Dream to take me on a tour around the house so I could study the area, but I had chickened out. I still planned on asking, since he knew I wouldn't do anything bad because he was with me. Then the door opened, I had completely gotten lost in my book and thoughts I hadn't noticed it rapidly get dark. I got up and ran to hug my brother. Getting nervous, I decided to ask the question.
"Hey Dream..?"
"Yeah?"
"Could you maybe.. take me on a tour around the house area? Like around the fields?" I knew I could see the fields from Dream's bedroom, because i had checked, so all i had to do was study the area beyond so I wasn't mixed with something I didn't recognise. He took a second before answering.
"You know you aren't allowed to leave."
"But you'll be with me! I just want to know what's around me, Dream." He sighed.
"I guess since I'd be with you I guess I could, I'll get you up at 7, we can leave at 8?" I nodded excitedly before he told me to go to bed early after dinner. It took me a while to get to sleep but after I did I dreamed of being outside. Hopefully this would change my life.little did y/n know this would change a lot more than just her life.
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A/N - PLEASE READThis book will have a happy ending! It is heavily inspired by another book i read where it wasn't such a happy ending, I've forgotten the authors name but the book was incredible!
Thanks for reading!
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