The Conjuring of the SMP - C!Tommy x reader

Chapter 5

TW - Abus3

"Well, what are you doing out here?"

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I turned to face the direction of the voice, not realising I was still on Tommy's knee. He gently shuffled me off as I looked at the tall figure approaching us. I soon came to realise it was Dream. I swallowed hard, frantically trying to find an excuse.
"Y/n"
"Dream"
"Why are you out here? Especially with them"
"What do you mean?"
"Don't play dumb."
"Dream I'm not. I genuinely don't understand. Yes I snuck out and I'm very sorry about that, of course that won't stop you being pissed at me-"
"Language"
"Right, sorry, but I don't get what's so bad about hanging around with them?"
"Y/N, they're the boys we don't hang around with, we've been through this, get up." He replied, kicking my back decently hard. I got up and wiped the grass off my legs before shooting the two a 'watch out he's coming' look before Dream took my hand and pulled me home, I winced as my back straightened out.

"What the actual fuck was that about?" He said, he sounded so mad. "Why in hell would you think it was okay to go hang out with them?! I've told you that you couldn't and I trusted you!" I immediately recognised the manipulation in his voice and simply shrugged at him.
"Alright, and I was wrong. I've apologised there is humanly nothing else I can do to make it up to you."
"I know that, y/n I'm not stupid, I'm putting you on house arrest for a month. You are to go nowhere near them after it's over. You aren't allowed to leave without mine, George's or Sapnap's supervision. Understand?"
I nodded. I didn't want to give him any more attitude, and he sent me up to my room.

time skip

It'd been 2 weeks since I had to be put on house arrest. I flinched at every loud noise after Dream had kicked me. He'd also left a scar on my back from where the heel of his boot had caught me. My anxiety had been peaked from wondering how Tommy & Tubbo were doing, and that I had no way of contacting them. I'd had panic attacks rather frequently too, and Dream never cared, I had to go through them alone. After my month of hell here was over I planned on trying to move in with Sap and George. I had the evidence I needed to be able to do so. I was terrified, because don't get me wrong I love Dream with everything in me, but he doesn't show me he loves me too, which makes me think he doesn't, and that I'm just a guinea pig to him. These thoughts scared me, I'd been nonstop shaking for a week. I was scared to be in my own house anymore, Dream had been opening that same scar on my back this whole time, and had caught me across the face too..so now I had a scar on my cheek, I was going to be questioned by so many people. If I dared write to Tommy & Tubbo I'd tell them everything, and that might be a mistake. I slowly opened my draw of pens and got out my paper, I decided to write to George too while I was at it.

To,
Tommy <3 and Tubbo <3

I've been put on house arrest for a month, I didn't want to tell you sooner because I couldn't bring myself to even write about what's happened to me. I plan on moving in with George after this month is done because I've convinced myself Dream doesn't love me. Don't get me wrong I love him to bits but I feel like i'm his guinea pig. Ever since he kicked me in the back it's left a scar. He's been reopening that scar everyday. I now have one on my face too. He's hurting me, I need help but I can't do anything, if I could I wouldn't even know what. I've had to go through so much anxiety alone. Dream will see me just having a panic attack in my bedroom and he'll just walk past like I'm nothing to him. I've been nonstop shaking this entire time. So sorry if my writing is messy, that's why. I also flinch at every louder noise. He's treating me like shit. I have 2 weeks left. Then I'm getting George to take me to see you, no matter what I have to do..

From your traumatised friend (funny jokes)
- y/n <3

To, George and Sapnap <3

I've been put on house arrest for a month, I didn't want to tell you sooner because I couldn't bring myself to even write about what's happened to me. I plan on moving in with you guys after this month is done if that's alright because I've convinced myself Dream doesn't love me. Don't get me wrong I love him to bits but I feel like i'm his guinea pig. I have the evidence to move in with you guys if you want it. Physical and written down in this letter.

Ever since he kicked me in the back it's left a scar. He's been reopening that scar everyday. I now have one on my face too. He's hurting me, I need help but I can't do anything, if I could I wouldn't even know what. I've had to go through so much anxiety alone. Dream will see me just having a panic attack in my bedroom and he'll just walk past like I'm nothing to him. I've been nonstop shaking this entire time. So sorry if my writing is messy, that's why. I also flinch at every louder noise. He's treating me like shit. I have 2 weeks left. Then I'm getting out of here, no matter what I have to do...

From,
- y/n <3
(help me please..)

I tried my hardest to get them into envelopes and write their names on the front. For Tommy and Tubbo's I wrote 'football field." So they'd know it was for them. I then realised George and Sapnap were downstairs, so i changed it to say Tommy & Tubbo's names on a new envelope and put the letter inside. Dream had invited them over. I gently opened my door, and tried not to slip on my way downstairs. I was still uncontrollably shaking as I entered the living room; Trying my best to avoid eye-contact, I sat down next to George and handed him the letters. He shot me a concerned look, I guessed he'd noticed the scar on my face, I ignored it. Whispering in his ear I said "Give this to L'manburg. Tell no one else to read it apart from Tommy & Tubbo. Ones for you too. It's up to you whether you believe me or not but I have enough evidence." As I handed him the letters I made sure he could feel how much I was shaking, it must've worked because he looked at me with sadness in his eyes. I returned the same look before he hugged me. Then the worst possible thing happened, Dream dropped his water bottle, on purpose, it was metal, so it made a louder noise than expected. I flinched hard in George's arms and he immediately held me tighter.
"It's okay, you're fine" He reassured me "Me and Sap are gonna go now, by the way you're acting your letter is important." He stood up. I left the room without another word.

Now would he come back for me, is what I wanted to know.