The Conjuring of the SMP - C!Tommy x reader

Chapter 12

TW - ED mentioned.
Your POV.

I woke up on my bed, laying sideways. I was in a lot of pain, but I didn't know why. The room was dark and the tv was blaring in the background. I was able to make out Niki next to me, what happened?..She'd fallen asleep. I had no idea how long it'd been, but I understood the stress of someone passing out, so I let her sleep. Truly I was unsure of what to do, there wasn't much to do when I could've been dead. I just layed there, waiting for something to happen, staring at the clock on my wall.

7:56am..

Well, that's good I guess, Niki always set alarms for 8. Whether she has now or not I wouldn't know. I just had to hope she did. Silently waiting, I let my mind wander, I wanted the story on what happened and I was growing tired of doing nothing. There was nothing entertaining to look at on my ceiling..maybe I'd have to change that if this keeps happening.

8:00am..

Niki's phone started beeping. I flinched slightly and shut my eyes as a panic response, trying to look like I was still sleeping. I heard Niki wake up and sigh slightly. "y/n please..it's been days..we need you, you're worrying Tommy so much." She started crying. I waited a little before opening my eyes as to not look suspicious or scare her. I was terrified to know what happened, but I needed to know, it was me they were talking about. She got up and left, I guessed to go clean up in the bathroom, so I took that as my chance to 'wake up' and opened my eyes. I continued to lay there waiting for Niki to come back in. It seemed like I'd be bedridden for a little while, I don't think I could walk without help. I could reach my phone from my bed so I decided to just message people.

L'manhoes GC

You
surprise, I'm not dead ig??

Tommy💕
Wait ur awake? r u okay??

Wilbur🤍
Thank f*ck you're ok-

You
I'm really like, confused and fuzzy
i guess, but other than that I'm fine
I just want to know what happened.

Tommy💕
Can I come over? I can tell u everything

You
Could you wait a while? Niki isn't back yet and
     overwhelming her isn't what I want rn.

Tommy💕
Yeh ofc, sorry I forgot😅

You
no worries buddy <3

Wilbur🤍
ship (glad ur ok :>)

You
Stfu, and thanks. gotta go now Niki's coming

I quickly shut my phone off and continued just looking at the ceiling. When Niki came in she froze, and began crying again. I turned my head to face her and she ran to sit with me. "Thank goodness you're finally alright, we've all been worried sick." She paused for a second. "Tommy came round everyday to sit with you. He was so worried and upset." I nodded. "Yeah, I know, he wanted to come over but I said not yet" I replied weakly. She smiled softly, "You need rest, he can come over if he wants to. I'll call him" I nodded and she got up to go to the kitchen, I guessed to ring Tommy.

A few minutes later she came back with water. "I guessed you wouldn't be hungry, if you want anything now I can get you something, but you might not be able to eat properly for a while." My smile dropped. I'd been suffering from an eating disorder since Dream started. I was so much better now but if I relapsed again, I don't know if I'd get better. Ever since I'd seen Dream at the field I hadn't been in a good mental state, clearly. Nobody knew about it except Wilbur and George. At least I'd have someone to talk to. I'm going to be fine. I simply nodded in response and Niki helped me sit up. I contemplated telling her, but I didn't want Tommy to arrive in the middle of it. Screw it, she's supportive and she always has been towards me, it's going to be okay.

"Hey, uhm. Could we talk?" I asked, shyly. She turned her full body to face mine. "Sure, whatever you have to say I'm listening."

I won't explain it because it can be triggering, but you go on to tell Niki about your ED at Dream's house.

When I'd finished she had tears in her eyes. I sat there not really showing any emotion on my face, purely because I didn't have the energy. "Oh y/n..I don't know what to say to that. Except I'm more than glad you're alright now, and I know this massive setback could relapse you, if it does please talk to me. I'm here for you anytime you need, and so is Wilbur." I smiled at her. Then there was a knock at the door, Niki went to answer it while I sat in bed, shaking slightly. I was freezing.

Tommy entered the room and the biggest smile I'd ever seen appeared on his face. "You're ok!" I nodded excitedly and he came and sat with me, Niki sat on the couch the other side. Tommy excessively told me about everything in L'manburg he'd decorated. He began to talk at me instead of holding a conversation with me, I didn't mind, I liked listening to him talk about something he's passionate about. It was cute to hear. Surely I wasn't..falling in love with him? It's just friendly, friends think of each other this way, right? Collectively we decided to watch random movies I owned. Not really having that much energy to begin with, I ended up on Tommy's lap while he played with my hair. It was comforting being with him, I didn't know what it was, but I loved everything about him. It's probably safe to say

I love him
I love her