The Conjuring of the SMP - C!Tommy x reader

Chapter 8

y/n pov

Moving away from Dream was going to be so hard. I loved him so much but I needed to accept that feeling wasn't mutual, I'd heard the way he spoke to George about me, and it broke me. George had packed my bags for me. From today he'd called it my 'healing process'. We were currently walking to his house. I'd passed out once already. He was carrying me, and my bag. However, we were only a few minutes away. My back was killing me and I felt super lightheaded but I'd be fine.

When we arrived he gently put me down inside, and I instantly almost fainted again. As if that was bad enough, George thought my shaking would last for months, even 1 or 2 years, but George could see how weak I was and went to get me water and something light to eat. Sapnap helped me upstairs into my bed where I just layed as he put the TV on for me. I watched some random shows that were on that I found interesting and ate the food I got from George. Slowly I fell asleep leaning against Sapnap, I just hoped I could see the others soon.

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I'd almost fully healed, I was getting stronger and wasn't fatally underweight anymore. However I was still constantly shaking, even when I was asleep and I was still struggling with walking and my energy. I couldn't stay awake for more than 65 minutes at a time, and it was so annoying. The things I wanted to do during the day were ruined by my energy intake. The happier side was I got to go to L'manburg today. I was dressed already and was just leaning against the doorframe waiting for Sapnap and George. When they were finally ready we headed over to L'manburg. I saw Tommy and Tubbo and almost started crying, but I stood behind George and waited for Wilbur to come out. The wait was about 10 minutes until a wave of brown hair emerged from the drug van and approached us. When he saw how weak I was he immediately asked what happened. I was too tired to answer him so Sapnap spoke for me. Wil's face turned solemn as he asked if he could hug me. I nodded and he instantly pulled me into a hug. He held me tight as if when he let go I was going to disappear. He started crying as he whispered "Are you okay?" I nodded against his shirt, the sleepless nights i'd had were catching up to me and I almost collapsed into him, he caught me just as I fell and held me at his side. "You should go home and rest" He told me "I'll send Tommy and Tubbo round in an hour, alright?" I nodded and made my way back to sapnap, who carried me home.

I must've fallen asleep at some point because the next thing I knew I'd woken up laying in my bed at George's house, and Tommy and Tubbo had just arrived. I heard my bedroom door open so I gently sat up to be met with their eyes looking at me, filled with a mix of happiness and sorrow. I held my arms out and we had a long group hug, it felt so comforting to be back with them again. When I let go we decided to watch TV for a while while talking about everything other than my brother. Whom I still had to hope wouldn't make an appearance. After a while Tubbo had to go, he had work to do with Wilbur.

Tommy and I sat in bed and he wrapped his arm around me, I relaxed into him and watched whatever was playing on the TV while we talked about my life with George and Sapnap. I'd guessed he'd noticed my shaking issue by now so I brushed it aside. It was quite boring, I didn't like talking about myself, so I got tired pretty fast. As I further relaxed into Tommy I started getting weaker as I fell asleep. He started subconsciously playing with my hair as I dozed off in his embrace.

Tommy's POV.

I slowly started playing with y/n's hair as she leaned into my side. I could feel her get weaker and I guessed she was falling asleep. It was then I realised she didn't just shake when she was awake, but when she was asleep too. Its like she is constantly ready for something to hurt her, which breaks my heart, but I stayed as still as I could because I knew she needed it, from what I heard from Sapnap and George she hadn't slept much recently. So I held her close and slowly fell asleep holding her.

George's POV

I walked into y/n's room to bring her and Tommy dinner and I found them cuddled up together fast asleep in eachother's arms. It was then I noticed atleast one of them liked the other. I called Sapnap up quietly and we took pictures of them to show them when they woke up. I gently closed y/n's door after leaving the food on her table, since it wasn't a cooked meal, and went back downstairs to talk about it with Sap.