For the love of...

Runaway Love

After my bday ended with so much drama, i just wanted to see Outlaw. I slept at my aunts place with GoGo and Shellz.After 7am, my mom came looking for me, i could hear her loud mouth outside making a bunch of noise. I went outside to talk to her and she was'nt trying to hear me. She told me to come home because I'm grounded for breaking my curfew and she said  that i am not allowed to go out no more, not as long as i am living under her roof. On the way home, my mom was running on but i was tuned out, thinking to myself, "How can you ground a 18 year old?" I did'nt care anyway, its her house so i had to follow her rules or get out.

A whole week has passed and i have'nt seen or heard from Outlaw. I was having mixed emotions about him, i was mad because he did'nt come to my party but at the same time i just wanted to see him and chill, only him can take my mind off of the drama between me and my mom. I am so bored, i need to get out of this place. As i got up to go outside and chill on the stairs as usual, my mom came out of her room and told me to start packing my bags.I looked at her with a confused look on my face, she looked at me and said "You on pause a?" I just walked away with disappointment killing me. I got an instant headache just thinking about the move. I don't wanna leave yet, I just started to get comfortable, but most of all i just wanted to be close to Outlaw. I want him to know where I'm going so he could come and see me an we could stil chill and hang out. I was going out of my mind not being able to see Outlaw, but i tried to remain focus and continued packing up. As i started taking the packed boxes outside, guess who was parked outside? OUTLAW!!! :-) I was so happy to see him that my heart skipped a few beats and my sadness went away. I went inside to talk to my mom, because i came up with an idea, knowing her she would'nt let any of the guys around here help us move but i got a plan to trick her into doing so. I called her out of the room and told her that the people from the Movers company called and said that they could'nt make it because the truck was down, so i asked her if she wants me to ask Outlaw to help us move since he has a truck. I know how bad she wants to get in her new place so i could'nt let this opportunity pass. She took a while before she answered but she said yes. I died a little inside, shocked to hear her response but i did'nt hesitate a bit, i literally flew downstairs to talk to Outlaw, thank god he was'nt busy. He took the boxes down to his truck an since we move around alot, there was'nt much boxes. He quickly piled them up and we was out!!

We had to stop a few places to buy some stuff for our new apartment. The last stop we made was at a Bedding store, we were looking for new beds for our rooms. As mom an my brothers went looking  around me and Outlaw stayed in the front part of the store to talk, we ended up laying on a few matresses and laughing an gettin off. I am loving this short quality time. A few minutes later my mom decided on what she wanted an she bought them and we left the store. We finally reached to our new apartment in Wayfeild Park, the area was quiet and i did'nt see any one walking around, this neighborhood was a complete opposite of the place we just moved from. After we was done moving, Outlaw jumped in his truck and said that he would see me later. My eyes got heavy with tears because i did'nt know how long it would be before i see him again, he did'nt even say good bye, see you later, nothing! He did'nt even wait for mums to tip him for helping us. One month later, Outlaw came back, he brought me a chicken and fries in the bag, but i was'nt hungry. So he sat on my bed and started eating. I could'nt help but to watch his big juicy lips touch the chicken, and his manly jaw structure is so sexy, everything about this guy turns me on. While we were both alone in my room, this felt like the perfect time to ask him why everytime he leaves, he dose'nt come back for weeks. Just as I was about to say something, he started wrapping up his food to leave.

Vashti-"where u goin?"

Outlaw-"I have something to do for 9:00pm"

Vashti-"But its only a few minutes after 8"