For the love of...

Crazy In Love

Its Christmas morning and my big brother Gerald just brought me home to my mom, and since I've been missing for five days, i could see the relief in everyones face. The look on my moms face was priceless, and even thou me and her were not on good terms, it felt good hugging her and it also felt good to know that she missed me and actually cared that i was okay. I never told my mom that i was with Outlaw because I didnt want her to hate him for something I made him do. I love how he ride for me so now i am gonna defend him at all cost. I went outside to talk to my aunt (Sweets) told me everything I missed in the past 5 days, she told me how Outlaw and Tip was there everyday looking for me, (if she only knew that it was me that sent them). She also told me how my picture was posted all over town and how my mom had'nt gotten a good nights sleep from I've been gone. I felt bad knowing i put my mom through all of that but it was the only way to get her to listen to what i had to say. I went back inside the house to talk to my mom, I told her I wanted her to treat me like a young adult and not a child, I also told her that i was sorry for causing her to worry.After i was done talking, she agreed to my terms under one condition, I had to find a job help her out with some of the bills, (there was just one problem, i might be pregnant). Days went by and i noticed that everytime i ate something i would throw up, i also had bad headaches and i had painful cramps in the mornings. Outlaw would come to see me everyday and bring me food and chill out until it was either time for him to go to work or time for him to get off, sometimes he would even come to see me on his lunch breaks. A month has passed and I still have'nt told anyone that i am pregnant. Outlaw came to spend the day with me today because he was off from work, we were in the front yard chilling. I got up and told Outlaw to give me a minute, i really had to use the bathroom. When I got out the bathroom, i walked past the front room window and saw Outlaw and a girl, from a distance standing by the road talking. (who she is, and why is Outlaw entertaining her convo). I rushed outside ready to mash this chick and Outlaw down, I rushed outside to find out who this girl was, to my suprise, it was my cousin GoGo. I told them about my little over reaction and they said that I was crazy. (lol, i am thou) so anyway, GoGo asked Outlaw to give her a ride home, and he told me to come for the ride, i said okay. We all jumped in the car, Outlaw was driving, I was in the front passenger seat and GoGo sat in the back seat. Outlaw had to go to the gas station before taking GoGo home. As we pulled up the gas station, I said...

Vashti-"Baby, didn't you say remind you to tell GoGo something?"

With a confused look on his face, he replied...

Outlaw-"no, wa u talkin bout?"

Vashti-" soooo I'm pregnant"

GoGo-" girl shut up, u serious?" Outlaw she lying hey?"

Outlaw-"no she ain't lie, we having a baby"

GoGo-"omg congrats, aunty Louise know?"

Vashti-"nooo!!! nobody knows, only you and White boy, (Outlaw's brother)

*You guys will meet white boy and a few more people in this chapter*

After we told GoGo, we dropped her home and she said "good luck telling aunty Louise, lol" she got out the car an we pulled off. On the way home we were listening to some of Kartel songs and singing along. I love when it's just me and him. I love him so much that i can't even explain it. We finally reached back at my house and Outlaw told me that he had to go and he was gonna see me later, he kissed me and he left. As i was walking inside, onebof my neighbors called my name, it was Elmo. I walked over to the fence to see what she was saying.

Elmo-"Hey, i wanted to know if you can braid my hair for me"

Vashti-"sure, when do you want it done?"

Elmo-"tomoro"

Vashti-"okay, just call me whenever you ready and I'll come over"

Elmo-"okay but hold on, let me call my sister because she was saying that she wanted her hair done too"